Status: New.
Lack of Color.
Have you ever felt alone is a crowded room? Have you ever felt lost when you knew exactly where you were? Have you ever rambled on about completely nothing but still made sense to someone else? Irony; a statement that, when taken in context, may actually mean the opposite of what is written literally. I sat there silent, hands in my laps looking up at some man talk about someone he had no idea who she was. Didn’t know her secrets like I did, didn’t know the stupid shit she loved to do. Didn’t know how amazing that person was, that person that was lying cold in front of us like some display. I could hear the echo of sniffs and cries as the priest in front of us recited lines from a bible, something that Emily didn’t even believe in. I sat there not hearing a word he was saying, my hearing was shot. My sight was just as gone, the only thing I could see were blurs of shapes and colors splashed together like some painting in front me. After the ceremony, I stayed still not being able to move a muscle. I sat there for about an hour after the ceremony, not letting a single tear fall from my face.
“Erin sweetheart, it’s time to go.”
What happens when the person you should be trying to save, is yourself?
“Erin sweetheart, it’s time to go.”
What happens when the person you should be trying to save, is yourself?