Sweet Blasphemy
Stuck in a closet with Shane
:*:Kali’s p.o.v.:*:
As I was walking towards the school library I thought about Bill.
He was suddenly starring in all my thoughts now-a-days.
“Psst, come here.” I heard someone whisper.
I stopped and looked around.
Okay…?
So then I ignored it and kept on walking.
“Kali, over here.” It said again
I turned to my right and there was a closet door open.
Curious, I walked over to it and peeked inside.
Then I saw that it was Shane.
I groaned.
“What do you want?” I asked
“To talk to you for a moment, please?” He asked
“And we can’t talk in hallway because…?” I said
“Do you think it’d be a good idea for us to be seen talking together?” He asked
I shrugged.
He had a good point.
“Okay, but only for a minute. I have to be somewhere.” I said
“With Kaulitz?” He asked
“What am I supposed to tell you what I do now, too?” I asked
He sighed.
“Just get in here, I want to talk to you about earlier, we kind of got off on the wrong foot.” He said
I eyed him for a moment, and then got in to the closet.
He smiled and made some room for me.
Then Shane closed the door and locked it.
My stomach started to flip; maybe this wasn’t such a good idea.
“Sorry I would have picked a bigger space, but all the classrooms were full with teachers.” He said
I nodded.
“So why did you bring me in here exactly?” I asked
He sighed.
“Okay I know this is going to sound weird, but I’ve been watching you…” He said
I raised my eyebrow.
“And…?” I asked
“Ever since the first time I saw you… I fell in love with you…” He said
My jaw dropped.
“If this is some kind of joke, it’s sick.” I said
He breathed out.
“Would I be joking if I did this?” He asked
I closed my eyes, so I would feel anything.
Then I felt nothing.
I opened one eye slowly.
“What are you doing?” He asked
“Aren’t you going to hit me or something?” I asked
He snickered.
“Why would I hit you?” He asked
“Um... I don’t know.” I said
“Well I don’t hit girls, it’s hard to believe, but I’m actually good.” He said
I laughed.
“Okay, I’ve had enough, I’m out of here.” I said
“No, wait.” He said
I felt something warm touch my lips.
Then after a second, the warmth was gone.
My mouth hung open.
We looked at each other in silence.
“Um… why did you…?” I asked
“I… I told you.” He said
I blinked, confused.
“So I don’t get you… first you ridicule me, in front of the whole class, and then you kiss me in a closet?” I asked
He nodded.
Shane… kissed me…?
Okay I admit he’s cute, but he hates my best friend.
Also… I think that I might’ve liked that… and that shocked me.
“So…?” He asked
“Hold on, I need to think a minute, I’m still so confused.” I said
He smiled.
“Alright, I’ll give you time to think about it, but don’t take too long.” He said
He waved at me and left the closet.
I stood there, in a closet, staring, shockingly into the dark.
Did that just happen?
I touched my lips.
The warmth of his lips still lingered on them.
Okay… so it did happen… now what?
Should I tell Bill?
No, definitely not.
That would shatter him.
If Shane and I did like each other, we would have to see each other… in secret.
How would I do that, when I lived with Bill?
Ugg… what have I gotten into?
I took a deep breath.
Okay… I’ll go meet up with Bill, and won’t say anything.
Everything else will just fall into place… I hope.
I opened the door and then made my way to the school library.
Bill was already studying, at a small table in the back.
I spotted him and smiled.
The librarian raised her eyebrow at me.
Oh god, was I still flushed from Shane’s kiss?
I rubbed my cheeks and hoped that the redness would go away.
Then I walked passed a few aisles and sat down next to Bill.
“It’s about time, where were you?” He asked
“I was… um… talking to… my math teacher, I didn’t get tonight’s assignment all too well, so I stayed in for more help.” I said
“Oh, okay… why didn’t you just ask me?” he asked
“You’re already letting me stay at your house and besides you’ve already done enough for me, I couldn’t let you do my homework too.” I said
He smiled.
“It’s no problem, really.” He said
I tried to smile, but it didn’t exactly come out how I wanted it to.
“Thanks Bill… for everything, you’re my best friend.” I said
He smiled.
“Yeah and if you ever want to come to me… to tell me anything, I’ll understand, and I won’t tell.” He said
I gulped.
“I will, thanks, but… right now I’ve got nothing, unless homework counts?” I said
He chuckled.
“Honestly, I don’t get you American people, first you tell us that you don’t need help, and then you ask for it anyways.” Bill teased
I laughed awkwardly.
“Yeah, I didn’t exactly get when the teacher explained to me the second time… either…” I said
He shook his head.
“Alright, what problem are you stuck on?” He asked
The best friend no dating his enemy one.
“Number twelve.” I lied
**
As I was walking towards the school library I thought about Bill.
He was suddenly starring in all my thoughts now-a-days.
“Psst, come here.” I heard someone whisper.
I stopped and looked around.
Okay…?
So then I ignored it and kept on walking.
“Kali, over here.” It said again
I turned to my right and there was a closet door open.
Curious, I walked over to it and peeked inside.
Then I saw that it was Shane.
I groaned.
“What do you want?” I asked
“To talk to you for a moment, please?” He asked
“And we can’t talk in hallway because…?” I said
“Do you think it’d be a good idea for us to be seen talking together?” He asked
I shrugged.
He had a good point.
“Okay, but only for a minute. I have to be somewhere.” I said
“With Kaulitz?” He asked
“What am I supposed to tell you what I do now, too?” I asked
He sighed.
“Just get in here, I want to talk to you about earlier, we kind of got off on the wrong foot.” He said
I eyed him for a moment, and then got in to the closet.
He smiled and made some room for me.
Then Shane closed the door and locked it.
My stomach started to flip; maybe this wasn’t such a good idea.
“Sorry I would have picked a bigger space, but all the classrooms were full with teachers.” He said
I nodded.
“So why did you bring me in here exactly?” I asked
He sighed.
“Okay I know this is going to sound weird, but I’ve been watching you…” He said
I raised my eyebrow.
“And…?” I asked
“Ever since the first time I saw you… I fell in love with you…” He said
My jaw dropped.
“If this is some kind of joke, it’s sick.” I said
He breathed out.
“Would I be joking if I did this?” He asked
I closed my eyes, so I would feel anything.
Then I felt nothing.
I opened one eye slowly.
“What are you doing?” He asked
“Aren’t you going to hit me or something?” I asked
He snickered.
“Why would I hit you?” He asked
“Um... I don’t know.” I said
“Well I don’t hit girls, it’s hard to believe, but I’m actually good.” He said
I laughed.
“Okay, I’ve had enough, I’m out of here.” I said
“No, wait.” He said
I felt something warm touch my lips.
Then after a second, the warmth was gone.
My mouth hung open.
We looked at each other in silence.
“Um… why did you…?” I asked
“I… I told you.” He said
I blinked, confused.
“So I don’t get you… first you ridicule me, in front of the whole class, and then you kiss me in a closet?” I asked
He nodded.
Shane… kissed me…?
Okay I admit he’s cute, but he hates my best friend.
Also… I think that I might’ve liked that… and that shocked me.
“So…?” He asked
“Hold on, I need to think a minute, I’m still so confused.” I said
He smiled.
“Alright, I’ll give you time to think about it, but don’t take too long.” He said
He waved at me and left the closet.
I stood there, in a closet, staring, shockingly into the dark.
Did that just happen?
I touched my lips.
The warmth of his lips still lingered on them.
Okay… so it did happen… now what?
Should I tell Bill?
No, definitely not.
That would shatter him.
If Shane and I did like each other, we would have to see each other… in secret.
How would I do that, when I lived with Bill?
Ugg… what have I gotten into?
I took a deep breath.
Okay… I’ll go meet up with Bill, and won’t say anything.
Everything else will just fall into place… I hope.
I opened the door and then made my way to the school library.
Bill was already studying, at a small table in the back.
I spotted him and smiled.
The librarian raised her eyebrow at me.
Oh god, was I still flushed from Shane’s kiss?
I rubbed my cheeks and hoped that the redness would go away.
Then I walked passed a few aisles and sat down next to Bill.
“It’s about time, where were you?” He asked
“I was… um… talking to… my math teacher, I didn’t get tonight’s assignment all too well, so I stayed in for more help.” I said
“Oh, okay… why didn’t you just ask me?” he asked
“You’re already letting me stay at your house and besides you’ve already done enough for me, I couldn’t let you do my homework too.” I said
He smiled.
“It’s no problem, really.” He said
I tried to smile, but it didn’t exactly come out how I wanted it to.
“Thanks Bill… for everything, you’re my best friend.” I said
He smiled.
“Yeah and if you ever want to come to me… to tell me anything, I’ll understand, and I won’t tell.” He said
I gulped.
“I will, thanks, but… right now I’ve got nothing, unless homework counts?” I said
He chuckled.
“Honestly, I don’t get you American people, first you tell us that you don’t need help, and then you ask for it anyways.” Bill teased
I laughed awkwardly.
“Yeah, I didn’t exactly get when the teacher explained to me the second time… either…” I said
He shook his head.
“Alright, what problem are you stuck on?” He asked
The best friend no dating his enemy one.
“Number twelve.” I lied
**