Where'd you go?

"I never thought it would end up like this.." a soft whimper escaped my lips as a tear rolled slowly down my cheek. In my hands was the funeral pamphlet that I'd received just hours before at her funeral. Lisa, my best friend, had finally given up on everything, even life.
She'd been found in her bedroom hanging there in the closet.
"How could this have happened." her eyes were still red and sore from all the tears she had cried over Lisa, and still she didn't understand what could have brought her friend to do this.
"I couldn't save her."