Status: completed

With out love where would you be now?

C'est le Fin

Sara: I love you Matthew Charles Sanders. You are everything I could
never have.

I whispered and kissed his lips. He slowly let me go. I had made my
choice that day. Things changed. Not for better or for worse. But everyone
was defitnatly more at ease. Graduation came and went. Some how it
wasn't all it was cut out to be. Then again I was never one to care about
such stupid things. I waddled to the kitchen. I was so tiered of being
pregnant.

Sara: Johnny!

Johnny: is it time!!

Sara: I wish...

He smiled.

Johnny: you shouldn't be so mobile.

Sara: whatever. Did you get rolls?

Johnny: uhh...sure I did.

He quickly ran out. Silly Johnny.

Sara: Jenn!

Jenn: oh God is it time!

She came running around the corner.

Sara: no!

Jenn: what the hell is it then hippo?

Sara: help me to the living room.

She waddled with me.

Brian: is the food ready yet?

I rolled my eyes.

Jenn: stop being such a fat ass.

Brian: can't help it. Sara take a seat. You make me nervous waddling
around like that.

I slowly sat next to him. He went to rub my belly but stopped.

Sara: what?

Brian: is it ok?

Sara: you know it is.

His long fingers spread across my huge stomach. My eyes fluttered. I
looked over at Matt. He smiled. His hazel eyes bright. He seemed excited.
Everyone was. I was due to pop any moment. I awoke to a warm sensation
then a sharp pain.

Sara: oh fuck!

Jimmy: Sara you pee peed yourself.

The guys giggled a bit. But my parents instantly started blurting out
instructions.

Mom: this is it!

Dad: quick someone start the car!

Mom: call the hospitol Jenn!

Johnny: oh dude! What do I do?!? Oh God!!! I'm freakin' out!

Matt: breath Johnny!!

Sara: ohHhHh SHIT!!!!

I was loaded into a car. Johnny by my side. My parents infront trying
to calm us down. The nurses and doctors rushed me into a room. This was
really it. And as I went through all this, I couldn't help but cry. I
was finally going to not have to be pregnant. I was finally going to
hold this baby I made. That me and Johnny made. I could hear Johnny's
words of encouragement faintly. The pain I felt made everything else
surreal. My grip on his hand tightened with each push and breath taken. This
can't be right. I felt like I was being ripped in half.

Sara: I can't. No more!

Johnny: pancakes its almost over. Just one last push.

I looked at him. He smiled and kissed me.

Johnny: I love you. Now show them you want this kid out.

That's all I needed to hear. I gave it my all. And I heard the most
beautiful crying I've ever heard.

Dr: congradulations you have a beautiful baby girl.

Johnny: you here that! A girl pancakes! A girl!

Sara: let me see her.

They placed her in my arms.

Sara: oh my God.

Johnny: she's breath taking.

Everything about my beautiful baby girl screamed Johnny. Her nose and
lips. Then as her big eyes opened to see the world for the first time, I
choked on my breath. Her round curious eyes locked with mine. A small
smile played across her face exposing small little dimples. Those big
beautiful hazel eyes gazed in awe. And as everyone rushed through the
door I was met by those same hazel eyes and dimples.

Two boys, one girl, and their baby. Brown and brown don't make hazel.
In this crazy world of unexpected twists and turns, this child proved
that anything is possible.