Status: Awake, but slow.
The Diary of a Miserable Insomniac
I Feel A Wave Of Unknown
Maybe im faced with such vicious restlessness for a reason. A sort of unfinished business i need to attend to before my reward of sleep.
Or perhaps im being punished. That seems more logical, more reasonable.
Yet i could feel a strong current of consequences on its way. Acting as an unstoppable gust of fate. But isn't this enough torture? Whatever i did..or didn't do, could be the cause of my lifelong misery.
I've become immune to the one thing that could save me. That could ease this undying dread. Put a stop to my endless remorse, just for a while. But I've been deprived of that cure. Why is that?
Or perhaps im being punished. That seems more logical, more reasonable.
Yet i could feel a strong current of consequences on its way. Acting as an unstoppable gust of fate. But isn't this enough torture? Whatever i did..or didn't do, could be the cause of my lifelong misery.
I've become immune to the one thing that could save me. That could ease this undying dread. Put a stop to my endless remorse, just for a while. But I've been deprived of that cure. Why is that?