Letters;

You're not really a crush, I guess.
You're the only one I can even CALL a crush, you're just...
you.
We met from Aly, the one who hates me and you now because we can be ourselves around each other.
I've been apart of your life for only a year, you live across the ocean and you're five years older than me but honestly,
you are possibly one of the greatest guys I know.
You don't admit it, hell, you probably hate yourself; I don't know why.
I've been there when you were thinking suicide.
I've been there while you were just ranting to yourself, just sitting and giving you company.
I've been there when you were basically ignoring me for some whores near your house,
but honestly,
you don't even KNOW how much you've affected my life,
everything I see reminds me of you and I miss you so much when you're not around.
I honestly can't call you a crush.
You're like my BROTHER.
And I'm in love you with so, so baddd.
I love you so fucking much, Matturz. <3
Never forget how much you matter to me, I'll be there when you don't need me, or when you need me.
I'll be there when you grow up and I'm still a teenager, going through my woes.

You are such a fantastic person,
i love you to death.