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Forever is fornever

starless nights

I couldn't help but share a love/hate relationship with the night hours.
I loved the peacefulness of the bright lit star filled sky but boy did
I hate the rushing thoughts running through my mind. Tonight was like
every other night I spent alone in my oversized bed my mind filled with
The adventures I would never experience, the love I would never share
with someone.

I wanted so badly to run away and never look back with my prince charming.
I wanted to feel as if my heart was jumping out of my chest every time
He smiled at me. I wanted to dance beneath the starry sky. I know I
Said I was content with the fact I was dying but these thoughts that loved
to torture me every night was breaking my heart. Taking in a deep breathe
I let out a long sign pulling my large pile
of pillows closer I slowly feel into a deep slumber.

I was soon awoken but the sound of my window being closed quietly
Well as quietly as it be, stupid broken window. My heart was racing
Like the engizer bunny as I pulled a pillow down uncovering my face.
"please lord don't let me die this way." I thought to myself.
I mean I'd rather die peacefully than killed by some psycho robber.

"Holly, hey Holly wake up." A whisper came inches from my face.
"Oh god the crazy killer knows my name.' I thought to myself.

Reaching over I grabbed the large hardcover book that laid next to me
And slammed it right into the face of the intrude. "ow! What the hell it's
just me Andrew!"He said a bit louder rubbing the now swelling lump on his face.

"What the hell are you doing here!?" I said roughly. I mean wouldn't
you be a bit freaked out if someone broke into your room at god knows
what time of the night? Smirking Andrew held up a fist full of empty
duffel bags. "I've come to take you away my princess." He said with a chuckle.
Raising an eyebrow at him I came to the conclusion that this boy was crazy and
I couldn't tell if that my heart skipped a few beats out of happiness or that
He was really a crazed psycho.
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Alright so it's been a while and this isnt' the best update since It has been so damn long since I've written anything. Boy has the last year been so crazy for me. I found out I was pregnant in september of 2011 and I gave birth to my amazing daughter Lilah Rose on May 17th, 2012. Things were really crazy for a while then I job working at Walgreens (my hell) 3 months after she was born. Last november I got very sick with three infections I was rushed to the hospital my temp hit almost 105 and I rushed into surgery from then till now ive had 3 surgeries and delt with family problems as well. Now that Lilah is almost a year old I hope to take more time to write more fics.

I look foward to my furture readers and my present reader to enjoy this.

Thank you for the support.