All is Fair in Love and Hate: A Hundred Letters

Dear ......

I hate myself for being like this. Being so emotional. I had a dream about you last night and now I can’t get it out of my head. It felt so real, I felt happy, I felt like I belonged. But somewhere in the back of my head, I knew I was only dreaming. We held hands, hugged and kissed. And since I’ve only been kissed twice by the same person that I now hate for doing so, I wish it was you who had kissed me instead of him. I know you think we’re just good friends, but you don’t know how much I like you. You were the one who said to me that I seem to care more than your actual girlfriend. Well I do. She probably doesn't even care about you anymore. And how Iv’e just came back from my holiday, well you don’t know how happy I was to see you again. And It made me even happier when you wore the necklace I gave you.
So in the end I don’t know whether this is a hate letter about me hatting myself for being like this, or a letter of me hopping you will someday read this and see how much I loved you.

From a girl you know at school...