I'm a Fake
"Why'd you do that to me?"
I felt a warm hand on my back but I didn’t look to see who it was. Whoever it was started to rub my back.
“Are you ok?” It was Frank.
“Don’t worry about it,” I mumbled.
“Why?” he asked.
“Because,” I said. “I’m not ok and I deserve to feel like this.”
“And how do you feel?” asked Frank.
“You sound like a psychiatrist,” I said flatly.
“Just answer me,” he said. I lifted my head from the bed and looked at Frank.
“I feel like shit,” I said, frowning. Frank nodded.
“Same here,” said Frank. I put my face back down onto Frank’s pillow.
“I’m really sorry,” I said into the pillow.
“I know,” said Frank. “I’m just not ready to accept that yet. But, can I ask you something?”
“Whatever you want,” I said.
“Why’d you do that to me?” asked Frank. I could now hear the hurt in his voice. I sat up, wiping my eyes, and looked at Frank.
“Well, you know how I hated you?” I asked. Frank nodded. “Well, when I came here, I kept telling myself that I hated you. Then I got the idea to start going out with you and then when the moment came, to hurt you. That’s when I figured that the best way to do that would be by cheating on you. What I didn’t think about was that it would have other repercussions like wrecking yours and Gerard’s friendship. And also I didn’t realize till after I hurt you that I didn’t hate you. I loved you. I still love you actually.”
Frank just stared at me. I wondered what he was going to say. But he didn’t say anything. He didn’t do anything actually…except turn and leave his room, leaving me alone in his room again.
“Are you ok?” It was Frank.
“Don’t worry about it,” I mumbled.
“Why?” he asked.
“Because,” I said. “I’m not ok and I deserve to feel like this.”
“And how do you feel?” asked Frank.
“You sound like a psychiatrist,” I said flatly.
“Just answer me,” he said. I lifted my head from the bed and looked at Frank.
“I feel like shit,” I said, frowning. Frank nodded.
“Same here,” said Frank. I put my face back down onto Frank’s pillow.
“I’m really sorry,” I said into the pillow.
“I know,” said Frank. “I’m just not ready to accept that yet. But, can I ask you something?”
“Whatever you want,” I said.
“Why’d you do that to me?” asked Frank. I could now hear the hurt in his voice. I sat up, wiping my eyes, and looked at Frank.
“Well, you know how I hated you?” I asked. Frank nodded. “Well, when I came here, I kept telling myself that I hated you. Then I got the idea to start going out with you and then when the moment came, to hurt you. That’s when I figured that the best way to do that would be by cheating on you. What I didn’t think about was that it would have other repercussions like wrecking yours and Gerard’s friendship. And also I didn’t realize till after I hurt you that I didn’t hate you. I loved you. I still love you actually.”
Frank just stared at me. I wondered what he was going to say. But he didn’t say anything. He didn’t do anything actually…except turn and leave his room, leaving me alone in his room again.
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