Do You Remember

To my dear Addison

I know this is a hard time for both of us.
I know you’re in pain.
I know how you’re going to - I can’t even write the word.

I know how much you love me and I know how much I love you.
I wanted you to see this before you left.

This is something I’ve been working on for several months.
Remember all those questions I kept asking about times from the past?

This is why.
This is my memory of our relationship.

I hope you can finish reading this book before you get the letter.

Just remember how much I love you.
You’re the reason I’m doing this.
I hope you forgive me before you join me.

Please forgive me.

I sealed this with a kiss.
Not on or in the book.
I kissed your sleeping lips as I left this next to you in your bed.
I wonder if you felt it.
I wonder if you felt my tears on your cheeks as I leant over to kiss you goodbye one last time.

Turn the pages one by one and smile, remember.
These are my memories.

With all my heart, I love you,

Josh

Tell me...
Do you remember...