To Write Love on His Arms

He was right there. So fucking close and his breath intoxicating. His eyes stared into mind and I couldn't help but wonder, what was he doing? What was possibly running through his mind? Why was he this close and how could I not be panicking?

I use to be afraid of everyone didn't I? That's right I was. I remember I use to cower away from June. I used to be so afraid to let him be anywhere near me, but look at me now. He was extremely close to me now and I wasn't panicking. No. I wasn't the timid Atty Isaiah had turned me into....

"Damn it Atty." He growled, grabbing my hands and pinning them above my head with his left hand.. I squirmed, trying to wiggle my way off the couch and away from him but he just pressed his body against mine, his eight keeping me in place. I whimpered and desperately tried getting my hands out of his grip.

"Stop it." He yelled, slapping me with his right hand. I yelped, tears starting to form in my eyes as I looked up at him. "W-why?" I asked, my voice cracking. Isaiah just rolled his eyes and tried forcing his lips onto mine. I quickly turned my head the other direction and he ended up getting cheek.

"Stay fucking still." He hissed demonically and I was stuck, frozen in fear. I felt his lips greedily attack man, trying to prob them open with his tongue but I denied him any access. Sounds of disapproval sounded from my mouth but I still kept it close.

Isaiah growled again and dug his fingernails into my wrist. I gasped at the pain and he easily slipped his tongue into my mouth, exploring every inch of it. I quickly bit down on his tongue hard and he yelled and pulled away from quickly.

His hands fisted in my hair and he started tugging hard. I screamed and desperately tried pushing away from him. Isaiah yelled ugly names at me, claiming that I was every single one and I began crying as he tugged on my hair with no sign of stopping.

He jumped off of me and started dragging me by my hair. I yelled and screamed, thrashing around. I clawed at his hands and kicked my feet. "Fucking knock it off Atty!" He roared. I just dug my finger nails into his wrist like he had previously done to me and he released, hissing in pain. I scrambled to my feet and started running to the front door.

I screamed at the top of my lungs, almost close to the door until I felt something ram into me. I cried out in pain as Isaiah dug his elbow into my spine, making me fall to my knees. He gripped onto my hair and pulled my head back and smashed it against the door.

But my heart hadn't been racing in fear like it once had been.

This was something much different.

I like June?