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Miss Me...
Hurt always comes back to hurt us.
When I got to the hospital, I immediately went for the elevator having already called ahead for the room number.
As I waited for the elevator to stop, I felt sick to my stomach. I mean; I don’t think I can do this right now. I just- no! I have got to see if she’s okay, even though she didn’t give a flying shit about me. Either way I was going to make myself go in there!
The door to the elevator opened; and I about had a full-fledged Panic attack.
Room 1001…. Room 1005…. Room 1010.
I stopped right at the door, hesitating, I finally opened it.
I look over to see Serena and Tears of guilt and pain well up in my eyes. There she is; her eye looks to be about swollen shut, Her face with multiple bruises, and her leg looks to be broken.
Her eyes open and widen in surprise.
“ Hey.” Her voice comes out raspy as if she hadn’t used it in a few days.
“ Hi” I say shyly. I don’t know what to say. What can you say to someone who’s been beaten by her ex-boyfriend?
“ How ya feeling?” I wince as I say it; realizing that it was a very stupid question.
She smiles weakly. “ Like I was beaten by my crazy ex-boyfriend”
She look’s at me and continues. “ Why did you leave?”
I look at her searchingly.
“ I Left because…” I know it’s not the right place to tell her so I let my sentence fade out.
She looks at me expectantly.
I take a deep breath and still myself for what I’m about to say.
“ I left because I was raped!” I blurt out.
Her eyes turn shocked.
“Who?” She whispers.
“ Charles. You’re ex-boyfriend and a couple of his buddies.” I whisper.
“ No. You Weren’t! He would never do something like that!” Her eyes look at me unbelieving.
My body goes rigid.
“ He did Serena! When we went to that party, He lured me into a room; saying that he couldn’t find you. I tried to fight back, But His friends, Joseph and Chris held me down. I tried to fight them off Serena! They took turns… They-“
My voice cracks and my eyes fill with tears.
“ You’re lying! YOUR’E FUCKING LYING TO MY FACE!” Her eyes look cold.
“I’m Not-“ she interrupts me.
“ Don’t tell me anymore of you’re bullshit stories. Just get the hell out!” Her voice is calm and cold.
My eyes widen in disbelief.
“Serena-“
“I Said GET THE FUCK OUT!”
My body Vibrates with rage and hurt. Tears roll down my cheeks and I run out of the door and into the elevator. I don’t let myself let go into I’m safely into my car. Finally, I let out a strangled sob.
This. This is why I left in the first place. This is what I was afraid of.
As I waited for the elevator to stop, I felt sick to my stomach. I mean; I don’t think I can do this right now. I just- no! I have got to see if she’s okay, even though she didn’t give a flying shit about me. Either way I was going to make myself go in there!
The door to the elevator opened; and I about had a full-fledged Panic attack.
Room 1001…. Room 1005…. Room 1010.
I stopped right at the door, hesitating, I finally opened it.
I look over to see Serena and Tears of guilt and pain well up in my eyes. There she is; her eye looks to be about swollen shut, Her face with multiple bruises, and her leg looks to be broken.
Her eyes open and widen in surprise.
“ Hey.” Her voice comes out raspy as if she hadn’t used it in a few days.
“ Hi” I say shyly. I don’t know what to say. What can you say to someone who’s been beaten by her ex-boyfriend?
“ How ya feeling?” I wince as I say it; realizing that it was a very stupid question.
She smiles weakly. “ Like I was beaten by my crazy ex-boyfriend”
She look’s at me and continues. “ Why did you leave?”
I look at her searchingly.
“ I Left because…” I know it’s not the right place to tell her so I let my sentence fade out.
She looks at me expectantly.
I take a deep breath and still myself for what I’m about to say.
“ I left because I was raped!” I blurt out.
Her eyes turn shocked.
“Who?” She whispers.
“ Charles. You’re ex-boyfriend and a couple of his buddies.” I whisper.
“ No. You Weren’t! He would never do something like that!” Her eyes look at me unbelieving.
My body goes rigid.
“ He did Serena! When we went to that party, He lured me into a room; saying that he couldn’t find you. I tried to fight back, But His friends, Joseph and Chris held me down. I tried to fight them off Serena! They took turns… They-“
My voice cracks and my eyes fill with tears.
“ You’re lying! YOUR’E FUCKING LYING TO MY FACE!” Her eyes look cold.
“I’m Not-“ she interrupts me.
“ Don’t tell me anymore of you’re bullshit stories. Just get the hell out!” Her voice is calm and cold.
My eyes widen in disbelief.
“Serena-“
“I Said GET THE FUCK OUT!”
My body Vibrates with rage and hurt. Tears roll down my cheeks and I run out of the door and into the elevator. I don’t let myself let go into I’m safely into my car. Finally, I let out a strangled sob.
This. This is why I left in the first place. This is what I was afraid of.
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Like it? I haven't updating in like .. forever. Sorry about that. anywho thanx for those who commented. :D And if you comment some more ,I will be more motivated. :) Thnx for reading. Trying to update once a week.We'll see how that goes.
Tierra xx