Love, Lust and Everything in Between

Round Five

Am I Good Enough Yet?

I've always felt horrible about my self. Compared to Matt I was fat and ugly. Matt had all of the muscles, the defined abs, and a wonderful voice. It was no wonder that Johnny left me for him. I tried to get him back. I dieted, exercised, and lost all of my extra body fat. But it still wasn't enough to get Johnny back. He still hung all over Matt. I turned to harming myself. I may have gone to far. So what if I was in the hospital. I didn't care at all. Am I good enough yet Johnny?
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Finished