Damned If I Do Ya, Damned If I Don't
Eleven
I was about to talk when the bell rang, I jumped and let go of his wrist. He stood up and ran out the door, I ran after him but I lost him. I walked to the bathrooms and was glad it was empty. I locked myself in one of the toilets and cried, however I stopped when I heard footsteps and female voices
“I can't wait for tonight” said one of the voices, it was Holly's
“So Alex is coming over” said the other girl
“YES! and we are going to fuck” said Holly
They continued to talk and I felt sick. I pulled out my phone and text
Alex.
Katie: Are you fucking my sister tonight ?
Alex: What if I am ?
Katie: I hope you have fun and that she is a better fuck than me
I didn't get a reply after that and I decided to head home. When I reached my grans house I was greeted by Alex and Holly sitting on the couch. She looked up and smirked at me, he just looked at me. I ran upstairs and into the bathroom, I started to cry and locked the door. I thought I could handle this. I walked over to the toilet and made myself sick. After I had brushed my teeth and flung water over my face I walked out the backroom and straight into Alex and he could smell the sick off me.
“Tell me you didn't” he stuttered
“Why the fuck would you care ?” I almost shouted
“Katie, of course I care, I fucking love you !” he whispered
“Alex” I began but I was cut off by his lips crashing down on mine, it felt incredible to have him touch me again, to feel his lips on mine again. His hands were on my hips and I was now kissing him back. I pulled away
“I can't do this” I whispered
“Katie” he began
“No, go back down to her” I whispered “I will get over you in time”
“I will go if you tell me one thing” he mumbled
“What is it ?” I replied
“Who attacked you” he asked, but he couldn't look at me it made him so mad just thinking about it
“Alex, that was in the past, let it go!” I almost shouted
He grabbed my my wrist and pulled me closer to him, his grip was tight and I let out a small moan of pain.
“ALEX, BABY!” I heard Holly shout
He dropped my wrist and I rubbed it, he put his head in his hands and I kissed his forehead. He turned and walked downstairs. My only thought was that I wanted him back, he belonged to me but I couldn't. I didn't want him to get hurt.
“I can't wait for tonight” said one of the voices, it was Holly's
“So Alex is coming over” said the other girl
“YES! and we are going to fuck” said Holly
They continued to talk and I felt sick. I pulled out my phone and text
Alex.
Katie: Are you fucking my sister tonight ?
Alex: What if I am ?
Katie: I hope you have fun and that she is a better fuck than me
I didn't get a reply after that and I decided to head home. When I reached my grans house I was greeted by Alex and Holly sitting on the couch. She looked up and smirked at me, he just looked at me. I ran upstairs and into the bathroom, I started to cry and locked the door. I thought I could handle this. I walked over to the toilet and made myself sick. After I had brushed my teeth and flung water over my face I walked out the backroom and straight into Alex and he could smell the sick off me.
“Tell me you didn't” he stuttered
“Why the fuck would you care ?” I almost shouted
“Katie, of course I care, I fucking love you !” he whispered
“Alex” I began but I was cut off by his lips crashing down on mine, it felt incredible to have him touch me again, to feel his lips on mine again. His hands were on my hips and I was now kissing him back. I pulled away
“I can't do this” I whispered
“Katie” he began
“No, go back down to her” I whispered “I will get over you in time”
“I will go if you tell me one thing” he mumbled
“What is it ?” I replied
“Who attacked you” he asked, but he couldn't look at me it made him so mad just thinking about it
“Alex, that was in the past, let it go!” I almost shouted
He grabbed my my wrist and pulled me closer to him, his grip was tight and I let out a small moan of pain.
“ALEX, BABY!” I heard Holly shout
He dropped my wrist and I rubbed it, he put his head in his hands and I kissed his forehead. He turned and walked downstairs. My only thought was that I wanted him back, he belonged to me but I couldn't. I didn't want him to get hurt.