Damned If I Do Ya, Damned If I Don't

*Katie's Point of View*
When I finally got home all I could hear was shouting and yelling. Holly's bags were sitting on the the step, I couldn't help but feel happy. She then came thundering down the stairs and shoved passed me. My gran came down after her.
“Holly come back you are overreacting!” she shouted
“Oh fuck off you stupid bitch ” she screamed “I am going home, don't bother coming near me again!”
She walked out the door and slammed it shut, my gran began to cry. God Holly could be so fucking selfish
“She isn't coming back” my gran whispered
“You need some sleep” I replied
“But you need my attention right now” she tried to argue
“Alex is coming over, he will look after me” I smiled at her “I am coping with things”
She stood up and kissed my forehead
“You are a brave girl” she whispered and walked upstairs to her bedroom

Alex arrived about ten minuets after that,I was glad to see him. We watched a movie for a bit until he turned it off
“Hey! I was watching that” I whined
He looked at me and I could tell he had something on his mind
“What is it ?” I asked
“You are so calm, you are acting so normal after what happened” he whispered and took my hand “I don't know how you do it”
“Inside I am fragile and broken but on the outside I put on a smile and act like everything Is fine” I replied “It's not but It will be”
“But-” he began
“But nothing” I replied and kissed his cuts
“I am going to miss you while I am away” he said
“I know you will, but you will have fun and it will be a great experience” I replied
“I know, it's just, I dunno I am nervous I suppose” he sighed
I laughed “ Don't be!” I said “You are so talented”
“Really?” he asked
“Yes really” I smiled at him “What time are you leaving tomorrow ?”
“About two” he replied
“Then we have enough time” I smiled
“For what-” he began, but he had caught on and had started to unbutton my shirt.