Damned If I Do Ya, Damned If I Don't
Six
We had forgotten about the rain that was falling on us and it was only the crash of thunder that made is snap back into reality.
"We can't make it back in this weather" said Alex as he took me hand "Come on I know where we can go"
We both ran through the rain, I picked up his guitar and he pulled his bike. It was about ten minutes before we reached a sort of cabin.
"It's a club house for me and my band to practice" he whispered
I simply nodded as I was to cold to speak. We walked in and all I could see was instruments, Cd's and food wrappers there was also I comfy looking couch.
"You never mentioned you had a band" I said
"Well you never asked" he grinned
I just laughed, I looked at myself in the mirror and realized that I was soaking, I walked into the other room and took off my jumper and realized my shirt was soaking and clinging to my body.
"Have you got a tee I could borrow" I called to Alex
"Sure, it will be a bit big though" he called back
"I don't mind" I answered
He walked through with a t-shirt, but as soon as he handed it to me, he turned away.
"Shit, I’m sorry Alex" I whispered
He said noting and walked back through. All I could think was I’m such a twat, that wasn't fair to him. I pulled my wet clothes off and put his tee on, it smelled of him and I liked it. I walked through in just the tee and my shorts. He still wouldn't look at me
"So how did you get this place ?" I asked
"My dad got me it as a sort of I’m sorry we are moving gift" he mumbled
I nodded and sat next to him on the couch. As I sat down he moved away from me.
"God Katie, why do you have to do this to me" he sighed
I couldn't think what to say,
"I should go" I whispered
"No, please, don’t I want you to stay" he stuttered
I pulled a blanket over me so that I covered all of my body, he glanced over at me and then let out a sigh of relief
"Thank you" he said and gave me a weak smile
"Alex, what if I told you that I wanted to, well you know" I whispered
"Don't say it" he replied
"Why not ?" I asked "It's obvious you want to, you have been staring at me"
I put my hand over my mouth, why the hell did I just say that
"I’m sorry" I stuttered
He didn't say anything, he just stood up and walked out into the rain, I had pissed him off so I ran after him
"Wait Alex, please no!" I shouted
I was running after him and the rain was so heavy, I didn't see the rock in front of me and I fell flat on my face and let out a shriek of pain. Alex heard this and came running back and picked me up. He felt warm considering the rain and I was freezing because I was only in a tee and shorts, I was shaking and I was crying. He walked into the cabin and lay me down on the couch, he drew the blinds and locked the door. I pulled the blanket on top of me and began heating up. he checked my leg and said there was nothing broken, it was only sprained.
"Alex" I began but he interrupted me
"Let me talk" he whispered "Of course I want to have sex with you Katie, it's just I am scared, scared I ruin things"
I smiled at him, and he smiled back
"Please?" I asked
"I give up" sighed Alex
He moved the blanket and started to kiss me, it was different from earlier, this time it was a mixture between passion and lust. My tee was now pushed up to my hips and the kissing got faster, he undid his belt and I pulled his top off and he removed his trousers. My top was now off and so were the shorts
"Are you sure ?" he whispered
I nodded and smiled. His hands were all over me and I started to let out a small moan, he kissed my neck and it felt incredible got to a point and then he stopped
"Your a virgin aren't you ? " he whispered
"Yes" I replied and I could feel my face going red
"It's fine, don't be embarrassed" he said "This is going to hurt"
After that there was a sharp pain and I pulled him close to me, but it faded into pleasure, I had never felt this good and I hoped he felt the same. He let out a moan and I kissed him again. I was happy with him and he made my life worth living.
"We can't make it back in this weather" said Alex as he took me hand "Come on I know where we can go"
We both ran through the rain, I picked up his guitar and he pulled his bike. It was about ten minutes before we reached a sort of cabin.
"It's a club house for me and my band to practice" he whispered
I simply nodded as I was to cold to speak. We walked in and all I could see was instruments, Cd's and food wrappers there was also I comfy looking couch.
"You never mentioned you had a band" I said
"Well you never asked" he grinned
I just laughed, I looked at myself in the mirror and realized that I was soaking, I walked into the other room and took off my jumper and realized my shirt was soaking and clinging to my body.
"Have you got a tee I could borrow" I called to Alex
"Sure, it will be a bit big though" he called back
"I don't mind" I answered
He walked through with a t-shirt, but as soon as he handed it to me, he turned away.
"Shit, I’m sorry Alex" I whispered
He said noting and walked back through. All I could think was I’m such a twat, that wasn't fair to him. I pulled my wet clothes off and put his tee on, it smelled of him and I liked it. I walked through in just the tee and my shorts. He still wouldn't look at me
"So how did you get this place ?" I asked
"My dad got me it as a sort of I’m sorry we are moving gift" he mumbled
I nodded and sat next to him on the couch. As I sat down he moved away from me.
"God Katie, why do you have to do this to me" he sighed
I couldn't think what to say,
"I should go" I whispered
"No, please, don’t I want you to stay" he stuttered
I pulled a blanket over me so that I covered all of my body, he glanced over at me and then let out a sigh of relief
"Thank you" he said and gave me a weak smile
"Alex, what if I told you that I wanted to, well you know" I whispered
"Don't say it" he replied
"Why not ?" I asked "It's obvious you want to, you have been staring at me"
I put my hand over my mouth, why the hell did I just say that
"I’m sorry" I stuttered
He didn't say anything, he just stood up and walked out into the rain, I had pissed him off so I ran after him
"Wait Alex, please no!" I shouted
I was running after him and the rain was so heavy, I didn't see the rock in front of me and I fell flat on my face and let out a shriek of pain. Alex heard this and came running back and picked me up. He felt warm considering the rain and I was freezing because I was only in a tee and shorts, I was shaking and I was crying. He walked into the cabin and lay me down on the couch, he drew the blinds and locked the door. I pulled the blanket on top of me and began heating up. he checked my leg and said there was nothing broken, it was only sprained.
"Alex" I began but he interrupted me
"Let me talk" he whispered "Of course I want to have sex with you Katie, it's just I am scared, scared I ruin things"
I smiled at him, and he smiled back
"Please?" I asked
"I give up" sighed Alex
He moved the blanket and started to kiss me, it was different from earlier, this time it was a mixture between passion and lust. My tee was now pushed up to my hips and the kissing got faster, he undid his belt and I pulled his top off and he removed his trousers. My top was now off and so were the shorts
"Are you sure ?" he whispered
I nodded and smiled. His hands were all over me and I started to let out a small moan, he kissed my neck and it felt incredible got to a point and then he stopped
"Your a virgin aren't you ? " he whispered
"Yes" I replied and I could feel my face going red
"It's fine, don't be embarrassed" he said "This is going to hurt"
After that there was a sharp pain and I pulled him close to me, but it faded into pleasure, I had never felt this good and I hoped he felt the same. He let out a moan and I kissed him again. I was happy with him and he made my life worth living.