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Reminiscing.

The Mornings When You Cry.

I’m not a very good friend.

Sure, you say I’m the best, but we both know you just say that to make me feel better. I don’t think I’ve ever even mentioned anything about it, but I think you just…know all of my insecurities. You’re just an amazing friend like that.

Like I said before, I’m not the best friend in the world. When your mom makes you cry some mornings, I can never make you smile, as hard as I try. You won’t even talk to me; you won’t even sit next to me. Most of the time I just talk to you – well, talk to myself, since you don’t answer – to fill that void of odd silence. I hate those mornings, because for the rest of the day I worry about you, and when I continuously get ignored by you, Haley Murray keeps giving me odd sympathetic looks. She's been acting really weird lately, and if I had more self confidence, I'd think that she had a crush on me. But life isn't a cliche slash story, and the popular girls don't fall for the emo, dorky, loner girls.