As Days Go By...

Abandon.

Zacky didn't really seem to care that I basically pulled one of his best friends out of his house to go have sex. He didn't even try to stop us.

It's hard to believe that six months ago Zacky was my best friend.

It's even harder to believe that he kissed me five months ago, and gave me the spark of hope that he felt the same way about me that I feel about him.

He made me feel as if I only matter when he didn't have a girlfriend. Can you believe that?

...Actually, as of now, I believe it.

He makes me feel so...hurt. Lost. Lonely.

He makes me feel like he's abandoned me.
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