Like a Million Lights

Going back to Arizona is like opening a crusted piece of old paper; I have to be careful. The past was in the past, but if I go back there, some pages from the past would redo. I've hurt a lot of people in my life; my family, my friends and even him. His smile would dance behind my eye lids every time I close my eyes, his laugh would haunt me in my sleep, his touch would send shivers through my spine and the way he said my name every time we were on our spot would drag the memory to the surface. I just... don't know what to do.

this story is for my girlie Marisa! I wrote her a Kenny story before this but it was a bust, so I redo the story and turned it into a joel story! She's too awesome and the first friend I made on Mibba. Everyone should check her story out!

Disclaimer: title credit goes to my new favorite band,This Love! you should really check their music out!

©Daniabee, 2010.