Status: A zombie! It's coming back from the dead!
Maybe She's Breaking?
Screaming.
Sometimes I wish I was more like Ellie. Everyone likes her. She’s so smart. She helps out with student council, and is a student tutor this year. She’s the kind of girl that when she walks by, everyone’s boyfriend has to sneak a peek. She actually has the brains to match her beauty.
Sometimes I get so jealous. I mean, I turned out so plain, so average, and yet my sister is perfect. Well, she was. Lately, mom and her have been arguing everytime they spend more than five minutes in a room together. I want to tell mom that she can’t help wanting to yell, that something is wrong, but I know if I do that, I’d lose any chance of Ellie ever trusting me ever again.
I don’t want to risk that, so I just keep my mouth shut, and ignore their screaming, like it doesn’t really bother me.
Sometimes I get so jealous. I mean, I turned out so plain, so average, and yet my sister is perfect. Well, she was. Lately, mom and her have been arguing everytime they spend more than five minutes in a room together. I want to tell mom that she can’t help wanting to yell, that something is wrong, but I know if I do that, I’d lose any chance of Ellie ever trusting me ever again.
I don’t want to risk that, so I just keep my mouth shut, and ignore their screaming, like it doesn’t really bother me.