Deployment

So I know that this is moving fast, I don’t need people to tell me that. I know that I shouldn’t have made a decision so crucial to my future, and I know should have thought about it before I acted. I don’t need to hear that from anyone. I KNOW that.

Obviously two weeks is not a very long time to get to know someone who means so much to you, but since when does a decision, a feeling, an emotion, take more than a minute to decide? But seriously think about it. When you hate something, you know instantly that you hate it. If you feel pain, you don’t question it, you feel pain.

So when people tell me I cant possibly have fallen in love in two weeks, well I’d love to shout “Fuck you, how can you POSSIBLY even CONCIEVE what I'm feeling? Who are you to judge if I'm in love? How can I even vocalize what I'm feeling so that it makes sense to you?!”