Scared

I'm afraid of you. You sit there and thell me you only care about me. You touch me in places you shouldn't and then force me to touch you in return. I run away from you but you catch me and dragg me back just to force me to continue.You wouldn't let me go until you were finished. I'm still afraid of you and that happened when i was twelve. I'm maturing into a woman and i'm still afraid to leave the house because you might be around the corner. waiting to force me into touching you like you did so long ago. No one believed me when i told them. They thought i was just telling childhood stories but they were true every last one of those stories were true! I'm still afraid and it keeps me awake at night and i've finally found a way to express my feelings through writing. Every day i look over my shoulder always making sure i's not being followed. Thanks to you i'm always afraid!