Alive Or Just Breathing?

I was fifteen. I thought I had the whole world planned, my entire life planned. It turns out I was wrong. I was left dealing with pain I never thought existed, and he swore to me he'd change it all. If I could just let him in.

Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own Alex Gaskarth - or any member of any band mentioned in my story. I do own the plot, any other characters, and anything else you can think of though.