Wildfires

The next few days are filled with
Sleepless nights,
Ignored calls,
The temptation to binge and purge.

Ana & Mia are now
Permanent residents in my house;
Mia still doesn’t like me but
I can tell that she’s trying to
deal
with
it.

I can’t am live slowly like drowning this.

Who can I seek guidance from?
Would anyone care enough to listen?
When will this end?

It never ends.

Before I can stop myself
I’m contemplating putting a stop
To all the pain, all the stress
That’s devouring me piece by piece.

But I can’t follow Autumn’s path;
I know that I need to form my own.

I need that letter and there’s
Only one way to do this.

I need to go to her house and get it.