I Have Secrets, And So Do You.

My secret is even though I seem so happy. Look so confident. Act so outrageous. I am a girl who suffers from Self injury, even though you thought I had stopped. Behind the confidence I actually spend at least 3 hrs a day looking in the mirror telling myself how ugly and worthless I am. I act so.........ummm....how do you say it?......optimistic? I really only do it so that no one will suspect how I feel about myself and get suspicious.