Make A Name For Yourself

"So what do we have to bring?"

"The usual Brent, essentials. Clothes you know that stuff." Ryan replied

"Where we staying?" Brendon asked

"At some hotel near the studio" Ryan replied getting bored of all the questions being asked.

Ryan knew all the answers to the questions they were answering.

I sat on Brent's sofa listening to the boys talk about recording their debut album in a week and a bit.

"I've been writing some more songs as well, we can practice them today"

"Oh, I dunno if I can make today" Brendon said looking at me

"No its okay, Brendon go ahead" I told him

"Scars"

"Brendon just go, I'll be fine on my own"

Looks like I wouldn't spend today going to the cinema with Brendon but staying in at home on my own. This isn't the first time its happened this week too.

"We can see a night film" Brendon told me sounding sorry

"Brendon, were gonna be practicing all day " Ryan said sounding agitated

Brendon came and sat next to me, he placed his lips to my ear.

"I'll make it up to you soon, promise" he gently whispered

"okay"

"Lets go practice the songs we have right now then" Ryan shouted getting annoyed.

"You gonna come?" Brendon asked me getting up from his seat.

"I don’t want to get in the way"

"Tough. Your coming."

"No. Brent can I stay here?" I called over to Brent as I was in his home.

He nodded his head while having a chat with Spencer.

"Bitch" Brendon replied

"Yeah whatever, you’re the one leaving me"

"Scars" he said quite loudly

"Brendon. We'll talk later I'm just a bit tired and a tad annoyed

"You said to go though" he fought back

"I know. I'm sorry. But were talk later I just need time to think"

He nodded his head with a hint of sorrow showing in his eyes.

"Bye" the boys shouted to me as they left through Brent's front door to make their way to Ryan's.

I sat in the same spot for an hour just thinking about things.

My life. What I would have for diner. And what to do tomorrow.

As time I passed I started to feel tired. Sleep fighting to take over my eyes and eventually winning after I gave up.