‹ Prequel: Smiling at Everything
Status: Completed
Not Afraid to Die
Lolita Anderson's birth always had a strong effect on her older brother.
After all, his fear of needles stemmed from it.
Born HIV positive, her birth had an affect on most people.
Including herself.
Lolita understood life wasn't fair.
Any day could be her last thanks to an untrained nurse who treated her mother.
So she lived every moment to the fullest.
She wanted to live a life without regret.
Unfortunately, that never included her love life.
It always seemed easier without one.
But not everyone would agree.
This is a Rian Dawson/OFC fanfiction.
This story takes place after the events in Smiling at Everything.
I don't think you need to read the first three stories of this series to fully understand.
But I would like you to.
Disclaimer on the profile.
Characters in characters tab (one new character and revamping for all descriptions)
Author's Note:
Yeah, it's time to write a story on HIV.
I don't know if there are many on here where the lead female has suffered with it from birth.
I don't know how my readers are going to respond but I felt I had to do it.
I mean, I've covered:
Diabetes and suicide,
Anorexia and pregnancy, and
Rape and self-injury.
It's about time I try something new.
After all, his fear of needles stemmed from it.
Born HIV positive, her birth had an affect on most people.
Including herself.
Lolita understood life wasn't fair.
Any day could be her last thanks to an untrained nurse who treated her mother.
So she lived every moment to the fullest.
She wanted to live a life without regret.
Unfortunately, that never included her love life.
It always seemed easier without one.
But not everyone would agree.
This is a Rian Dawson/OFC fanfiction.
This story takes place after the events in Smiling at Everything.
I don't think you need to read the first three stories of this series to fully understand.
But I would like you to.
Disclaimer on the profile.
Characters in characters tab (one new character and revamping for all descriptions)
Author's Note:
Yeah, it's time to write a story on HIV.
I don't know if there are many on here where the lead female has suffered with it from birth.
I don't know how my readers are going to respond but I felt I had to do it.
I mean, I've covered:
Diabetes and suicide,
Anorexia and pregnancy, and
Rape and self-injury.
It's about time I try something new.
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Prologue
posted 12/1 (World AIDS Day) -
Chapter 1
posted 12/3 -
Chapter 2
posted 12/7 -
Chapter 3
posted 12/12 -
Chapter 4
posted 12/17 -
Chapter 5
posted 12/21 -
Chapter 6
posted 12/24 (Christmas Eve) -
Chapter 7
posted 12/28 -
Chapter 8
posted 12/31 -
Chapter 9
posted 1/4 -
Chapter 10
posted 1/7 -
Chapter 11
posted 1/11 -
Chapter 12
posted 1/16 -
Chapter 13
posted 1/21 -
Chapter 14
posted 1/25 -
Chapter 15
posted 1/27 -
Chapter 16
posted 1/29 -
Chapter 17
posted 1/31 -
Chapter 18
posted 2/1 -
Chapter 19
posted 2/2 -
Chapter 20
posted 2/4 -
Chapter 21
posted 2/6 -
Chapter 22
posted 2/10 -
Chapter 23
posted 2/14 (Happy Valentine's Day) -
Chapter 24
posted 2/16 -
Chapter 25
posted 2/19 -
Chapter 26
posted 2/20 -
Chapter 27
posted 1/22 -
Chapter 28
posted 2/25 -
Chapter 29
posted 2/27 -
Chapter 30
posted 3/3 -
Chapter 31
posted 3/5 -
Chapter 32
first post 3/6 -
Chapter 33
second post 3/6 -
Chapter 34
posted 3/8 -
Chapter 35
posted 3/9 -
Chapter 36
posted 3/10 -
Chapter 37
posted 3/11 -
Chapter 38
posted 3/12 -
Chapter 39
posted 3/13 -
Chapter 40
posted 3/14 -
Chapter 41
posted 3/15 -
Chapter 42
posted 3/17 -
Chapter 43
posted 3/18 -
Chapter 44
posted 3/19 -
Chapter 45 (END)
posted 3/20