‹ Prequel: Smiling at Everything
Status: Completed

Not Afraid to Die

Lolita Anderson's birth always had a strong effect on her older brother.
After all, his fear of needles stemmed from it.
Born HIV positive, her birth had an affect on most people.
Including herself.
Lolita understood life wasn't fair.
Any day could be her last thanks to an untrained nurse who treated her mother.
So she lived every moment to the fullest.
She wanted to live a life without regret.
Unfortunately, that never included her love life.
It always seemed easier without one.
But not everyone would agree.

This is a Rian Dawson/OFC fanfiction.
This story takes place after the events in Smiling at Everything.
I don't think you need to read the first three stories of this series to fully understand.
But I would like you to.
Disclaimer on the profile.
Characters in characters tab (one new character and revamping for all descriptions)

Author's Note:
Yeah, it's time to write a story on HIV.
I don't know if there are many on here where the lead female has suffered with it from birth.
I don't know how my readers are going to respond but I felt I had to do it.
I mean, I've covered:
Diabetes and suicide,
Anorexia and pregnancy, and
Rape and self-injury.
It's about time I try something new.
  1. Prologue
    posted 12/1 (World AIDS Day)
  2. Chapter 1
    posted 12/3
  3. Chapter 2
    posted 12/7
  4. Chapter 3
    posted 12/12
  5. Chapter 4
    posted 12/17
  6. Chapter 5
    posted 12/21
  7. Chapter 6
    posted 12/24 (Christmas Eve)
  8. Chapter 7
    posted 12/28
  9. Chapter 8
    posted 12/31
  10. Chapter 9
    posted 1/4
  11. Chapter 10
    posted 1/7
  12. Chapter 11
    posted 1/11
  13. Chapter 12
    posted 1/16
  14. Chapter 13
    posted 1/21
  15. Chapter 14
    posted 1/25
  16. Chapter 15
    posted 1/27
  17. Chapter 16
    posted 1/29
  18. Chapter 17
    posted 1/31
  19. Chapter 18
    posted 2/1
  20. Chapter 19
    posted 2/2
  21. Chapter 20
    posted 2/4
  22. Chapter 21
    posted 2/6
  23. Chapter 22
    posted 2/10
  24. Chapter 23
    posted 2/14 (Happy Valentine's Day)
  25. Chapter 24
    posted 2/16
  26. Chapter 25
    posted 2/19
  27. Chapter 26
    posted 2/20
  28. Chapter 27
    posted 1/22
  29. Chapter 28
    posted 2/25
  30. Chapter 29
    posted 2/27
  31. Chapter 30
    posted 3/3
  32. Chapter 31
    posted 3/5
  33. Chapter 32
    first post 3/6
  34. Chapter 33
    second post 3/6
  35. Chapter 34
    posted 3/8
  36. Chapter 35
    posted 3/9
  37. Chapter 36
    posted 3/10
  38. Chapter 37
    posted 3/11
  39. Chapter 38
    posted 3/12
  40. Chapter 39
    posted 3/13
  41. Chapter 40
    posted 3/14
  42. Chapter 41
    posted 3/15
  43. Chapter 42
    posted 3/17
  44. Chapter 43
    posted 3/18
  45. Chapter 44
    posted 3/19
  46. Chapter 45 (END)
    posted 3/20