So What's One More Excuse? I Guess I Just Like the Abuse.
You got here just in time to see everything fall apart.
I push the needle into my arm and shut my eyes tight.
It stings.
I like it.
I open my eyes, take the needle out and drag myself to my bed as I let the drugs take over my body. Nothing is real. Only my heartbeat. Only The drugs. Only the pain.
I feel my heartbeat become slower. It feels nice. I've learned to love pain. Pain means I'm feeling something. Feelings are good.
I open my eyes, dizzy. I smile.
This relationship is abusive and sickening. It's so wrong.
I love it.
My smile fades, I fall asleep.
This has become my life in the passed year.
It stings.
I like it.
I open my eyes, take the needle out and drag myself to my bed as I let the drugs take over my body. Nothing is real. Only my heartbeat. Only The drugs. Only the pain.
I feel my heartbeat become slower. It feels nice. I've learned to love pain. Pain means I'm feeling something. Feelings are good.
I open my eyes, dizzy. I smile.
This relationship is abusive and sickening. It's so wrong.
I love it.
My smile fades, I fall asleep.
This has become my life in the passed year.
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Horrible, I know.Read and tell your friends?
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