My Little Bubble , Needs To Be Popped
Thirteen;
Fucking a. Lily is completely ignoring me, it's stupid. I sat on the bus for three hours striaght while the guys go out and party. I refused to go and be ignored in the first place.
I laid down on the sofa and pulled out my phone. Looking at the picture of Lily and I, I throw my phone on the ground.
"Why can't we be like that anymore!"
I take a deep breath and closed my eyes. My pointer fingure and thumb pinching the bridge of my nose. I sit up and walk outside of the bus to take a smoke. I leaned up against the bus and lit it up.
I relaxed and I felt better. I heard loud laughter and I looked at my watch. Three in the morning. Bus call was coming soon. I watch as Lily tries to walk up the steps but I grab her wrist.
"Where the fuck have you been?"
She giggles, "out."
"My God. Your so fucking hammered."
Her fingure travles up my chest and I shiver at her touch, "no I'm not John, you want me."
I shake my head, "no Lily. Your drunk we'll talk when you're sober."
She giggles and I pick her up. Walking up the steps to go inside, I see that all the guys were passed out on the sofa and the floor. I rolled my eyes and made my way and put her in her bunk.
"John wait."
I look at her, "what?"
She takes a deep breath,"I want you to know that I never stoped loving you."
She passes out when she turned on her side. I was in shock, she loved me? Still? And she told me while she was drunk. Sober Lily wouldn't tell me this.
I just walked to my bunk and climbed into it. I pulled the sheets over my head and I fell asleep.
****
I woke up to yelling outside of the bus. I got up and threw on some other clothes, slipping on my vans I made my way it of the bus. I walked out to see Lily hugging some other merchant girl. I just set off to hear them talking.
"-I know! How have you been since I left town?!"
The girl replied to Lily's question, "my god quiet and once I heard you went on Warped I asked my brother to be merchant girl for him!"
I walk off before Lilly said anything. I wish she would just stop ignoring me. This girl was the world to me, maybe I should move on.
I laid down on the sofa and pulled out my phone. Looking at the picture of Lily and I, I throw my phone on the ground.
"Why can't we be like that anymore!"
I take a deep breath and closed my eyes. My pointer fingure and thumb pinching the bridge of my nose. I sit up and walk outside of the bus to take a smoke. I leaned up against the bus and lit it up.
I relaxed and I felt better. I heard loud laughter and I looked at my watch. Three in the morning. Bus call was coming soon. I watch as Lily tries to walk up the steps but I grab her wrist.
"Where the fuck have you been?"
She giggles, "out."
"My God. Your so fucking hammered."
Her fingure travles up my chest and I shiver at her touch, "no I'm not John, you want me."
I shake my head, "no Lily. Your drunk we'll talk when you're sober."
She giggles and I pick her up. Walking up the steps to go inside, I see that all the guys were passed out on the sofa and the floor. I rolled my eyes and made my way and put her in her bunk.
"John wait."
I look at her, "what?"
She takes a deep breath,"I want you to know that I never stoped loving you."
She passes out when she turned on her side. I was in shock, she loved me? Still? And she told me while she was drunk. Sober Lily wouldn't tell me this.
I just walked to my bunk and climbed into it. I pulled the sheets over my head and I fell asleep.
****
I woke up to yelling outside of the bus. I got up and threw on some other clothes, slipping on my vans I made my way it of the bus. I walked out to see Lily hugging some other merchant girl. I just set off to hear them talking.
"-I know! How have you been since I left town?!"
The girl replied to Lily's question, "my god quiet and once I heard you went on Warped I asked my brother to be merchant girl for him!"
I walk off before Lilly said anything. I wish she would just stop ignoring me. This girl was the world to me, maybe I should move on.
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