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If I Told You I Loved You, How Far Would You Run?
Brendon shares an apartment with his friends Spencer and Jon. Ryan lives alone with his father, but spends all his time at Brendon's. They're best friends, but they both have secrets from each other. They're best friends and they're teeming with sexual tension.
“You know you had me thinking there for a while,” I comment, trying to keep my voice causal as I slide my fingers through his dark bangs.
“Mm?”
“I mean, it kinda sounded like you ... had a crush on me,” I tell him lightly, and he bolts up right. I know I’ve totally ruined the moment as he scrambles over to the foot of my bed to sit cross-legged, staring me down.
“You conceited, vain, little ...” his voice trails off. “And what would you do if I did?” he asks suddenly.
Oh. That was not the answer I was expecting, and it’s making me blush like crazy. “No,” I say firmly, unable to look him the eye.
“’No’ what?”
“No, I won’t answer your stupid, hypothetical questions,” I snap, gathering my journal to my chest and turning away. “Go and play your psychotherapy games with Spencer or Jon!”
“You know you had me thinking there for a while,” I comment, trying to keep my voice causal as I slide my fingers through his dark bangs.
“Mm?”
“I mean, it kinda sounded like you ... had a crush on me,” I tell him lightly, and he bolts up right. I know I’ve totally ruined the moment as he scrambles over to the foot of my bed to sit cross-legged, staring me down.
“You conceited, vain, little ...” his voice trails off. “And what would you do if I did?” he asks suddenly.
Oh. That was not the answer I was expecting, and it’s making me blush like crazy. “No,” I say firmly, unable to look him the eye.
“’No’ what?”
“No, I won’t answer your stupid, hypothetical questions,” I snap, gathering my journal to my chest and turning away. “Go and play your psychotherapy games with Spencer or Jon!”
- Testosterone Boys
- A Few More of Your Least Favorite Things
- We Sure Are In For a Show Tonight
- Go Spin Circles For Me
- You'll Never Know Until You're There
- He Was Just Hanging Around When He Fell In Love
- Give Me Your Attention, Baby, Give Me a Break
- Words Are Just Hollow Birds
- I Am Alone in This Bed, House, and Head
- You're a Regular Decorated Emergency
- The Weather Today is Slightly Sarcastic
- Send For All Your Absent Lover's Things
- Graced by Two Displays of Character
- Haven't You People Ever Heard of Closing the Goddamn Door?
- Isn't This Exactly Where You'd Like Me?
- Maybe I Will, Maybe I Won't
- No Blood From the Hearts and the Wrists You Allegedly Slit
- Keep Quiet, Let Us Sing Like the Doves
- I'm Afraid That I May Have Faked It
- If I Go to Hell, Would You Come With Me or Just Leave?
- All I Want to Do is Dig a Hole with You
- Well, We're Just a Wet Dream
- Give Your Feet a Chance—They’ll Do All the Thinking
- I Need to Take a Vacation if This is Settling Down
- Things are Shaping Up to be Pretty Odd
- I'm So in Love, I Let the World Go By Me
- Northern Downpour Sends Its Love
- Here I am Composing a Burlesque
- Our Loneliness Will Keep Us Warm
- You Should Take This Heart of Mine
- Epilogue: I Saw You, I Met You, I Loved You