Status: done
Save Me
Sins of My Youth
One week later
The guys were looking through the bags something about a random check for Jimmy. My dad went out to get lunch for everyone. I heard Matt saying about looking and I went to the back to see a little bag.
FUCK DAD!
“I knew it” Matt said disappointed
The next thing that happened…just happened because of will.
“It’s mine” I told him looking down
lie
“What?” Zacky said forcing my face up
“It’s mine, I tried to stop. But after every show take a hit and I left it in my dad’s bunk” I said to Zacky
lie
“Are you fuckin insane!? Do you want what happened to your friend to you?” Matt yelled
“No, but I just got so stressed and I needed some” I told them
lie
“Where the fuck did you get it!?” Zacky asked me
“A friend”
lie
“I don’t want you near my daughter at all” Matt snapped
I gasped and let tears fall, I stepped back in shock.
“That’s the only reason I stopped because I wanted to be by lily!” I told Matt angry
Truth
“I don’t fuckin care” matt yelled inching toward me
I was shaking and Brian try to hold him back but he was mad beyond reasoning.
“Dude calm down” Brian told him
“No, I will not fuckin calm down! She could have been doing this around Lily!” Matt got louder
“Matt, don’t get mad at her” Johnny said to him
“Did you do this around Lily!?” Matt grabbed my shoulders
“NO I swear!” I cried
My shoulders felt like they were going to break.
“I don’t want you near my family” He shook me
“Okay” I cried
I saw my dad push Matt off as I fell to the floor
“What the fuck!” Jimmy yelled
“Your daughter is a druggie!” Matt snapped
“What?” Jimmy turned to me
“We found coke” Zacky said giving the bag to Jimmy
Jimmy turned and he knelt down to look at me.
“Don’t say a word” I mouthed
“Why did you do it?” he whispered
“To save you” I told him quietly
“I’m disappointed in you” Jimmy giving it to Johnny while he got rid of it
“I’m sorry” I told him
I was grounded for two months and was not allowed to get off the bus of do anything. Matt sent me glares the guys were beyond disappointed.
Why did I do this?
Why did I defend him and take the fall?
Am I stupid?
I cried into my bunk and closed my curtain, I am stupid.
Jimmy’s POV four days later
I looked at Karine the guilt inside of me building up every time I saw her. The guys ignored her and didn’t talk to her except Brian on occasions. She didn’t sleep and began hallucinating. She slept for only 10 minutes I bet.
“Don’t be feel guilty for her” Matt told me
I looked at Karine in her tank top her shoulders were bruised in Matt’s hand print. She refused food from Brian and went back to her bunk. I couldn’t take it anymore
“I can’t do this!” I yelled
“What are you talking about Rev?” Zacky said
“It was mine! ALL MINE! I let her take the fall because she knew I wanted to drum and she took the fall! And you, how fuckin dare you lay a hand on her” I punched Matt in the face
“What?” They snapped
“It’s mine! I’m a fuckin horrible father” I screamed crying
I felt arms wrap around me and I saw Karine, she weakly smiled and hugged me tightly.
“You’re not an awful father” She whispered hugging me
“I am I let you take the fall and let my friend hurt you” I cried
“It’s okay dad” She hugged me
“I’m sorry” Matt whispered…I bet he felt like an asshole
“Save your apologize” She sneered
“Dad, promise me no more….I’ll leave and you will never see me” Karine threatened
“No I will stop I have been but I was going to take it but I stopped and remembered you” I told them
Everyone sat around and apologized to her, she didn’t listen to them. Something about her changed, the way they treated her changed her.
The guys were looking through the bags something about a random check for Jimmy. My dad went out to get lunch for everyone. I heard Matt saying about looking and I went to the back to see a little bag.
FUCK DAD!
“I knew it” Matt said disappointed
The next thing that happened…just happened because of will.
“It’s mine” I told him looking down
lie
“What?” Zacky said forcing my face up
“It’s mine, I tried to stop. But after every show take a hit and I left it in my dad’s bunk” I said to Zacky
lie
“Are you fuckin insane!? Do you want what happened to your friend to you?” Matt yelled
“No, but I just got so stressed and I needed some” I told them
lie
“Where the fuck did you get it!?” Zacky asked me
“A friend”
lie
“I don’t want you near my daughter at all” Matt snapped
I gasped and let tears fall, I stepped back in shock.
“That’s the only reason I stopped because I wanted to be by lily!” I told Matt angry
Truth
“I don’t fuckin care” matt yelled inching toward me
I was shaking and Brian try to hold him back but he was mad beyond reasoning.
“Dude calm down” Brian told him
“No, I will not fuckin calm down! She could have been doing this around Lily!” Matt got louder
“Matt, don’t get mad at her” Johnny said to him
“Did you do this around Lily!?” Matt grabbed my shoulders
“NO I swear!” I cried
My shoulders felt like they were going to break.
“I don’t want you near my family” He shook me
“Okay” I cried
I saw my dad push Matt off as I fell to the floor
“What the fuck!” Jimmy yelled
“Your daughter is a druggie!” Matt snapped
“What?” Jimmy turned to me
“We found coke” Zacky said giving the bag to Jimmy
Jimmy turned and he knelt down to look at me.
“Don’t say a word” I mouthed
“Why did you do it?” he whispered
“To save you” I told him quietly
“I’m disappointed in you” Jimmy giving it to Johnny while he got rid of it
“I’m sorry” I told him
I was grounded for two months and was not allowed to get off the bus of do anything. Matt sent me glares the guys were beyond disappointed.
Why did I do this?
Why did I defend him and take the fall?
Am I stupid?
I cried into my bunk and closed my curtain, I am stupid.
Jimmy’s POV four days later
I looked at Karine the guilt inside of me building up every time I saw her. The guys ignored her and didn’t talk to her except Brian on occasions. She didn’t sleep and began hallucinating. She slept for only 10 minutes I bet.
“Don’t be feel guilty for her” Matt told me
I looked at Karine in her tank top her shoulders were bruised in Matt’s hand print. She refused food from Brian and went back to her bunk. I couldn’t take it anymore
“I can’t do this!” I yelled
“What are you talking about Rev?” Zacky said
“It was mine! ALL MINE! I let her take the fall because she knew I wanted to drum and she took the fall! And you, how fuckin dare you lay a hand on her” I punched Matt in the face
“What?” They snapped
“It’s mine! I’m a fuckin horrible father” I screamed crying
I felt arms wrap around me and I saw Karine, she weakly smiled and hugged me tightly.
“You’re not an awful father” She whispered hugging me
“I am I let you take the fall and let my friend hurt you” I cried
“It’s okay dad” She hugged me
“I’m sorry” Matt whispered…I bet he felt like an asshole
“Save your apologize” She sneered
“Dad, promise me no more….I’ll leave and you will never see me” Karine threatened
“No I will stop I have been but I was going to take it but I stopped and remembered you” I told them
Everyone sat around and apologized to her, she didn’t listen to them. Something about her changed, the way they treated her changed her.