Status: Pregnant
Lets Make a Pact
_Noelle_Diary Entry Five_
Wednesday, October 20th
I think its getting obvious that I'm pregnant. People are starting to whisper when I walk by them in the hallway. But who cares. Only thing that does matter, is that Kameron is texting me. Here's our conversation so far:
K: Hey
Me: Hi
K: How r u doin?
Me: Fine.Y?
K: I've heard some things......
Me: Like?
K: Plz just tell me the truth.. Y don't u wanna b with me? Y did u do tht with me if u dnt wanna b with me? Noelle... R u pregnant?
I haven't replied. Should I tell him? I guess its getting obvious.... And I probably should. It would be wrong not to... but what do I say? He just texted me again..
K: Noelle please answer me....
Ugh. Here I go...
Me: Well...Yeah I am.. ....Yeah... Why wuld u care?
Well he hasn't responded yet.... I'm just sitting here waiting. What if he wants to be a part of my life? The baby's? What do I do? Should I let him? I guess I can't not let him... But.. I promised Rose...
God I hate being so emotional. I'm crying. Again. Like always. At least I have a reason this time...
K: Bcuz I care about you Noelle.... plz.. u r pregnant aren't u? Is the baby mine?
Me:...yea. it is yours..
K: Y wouldnt u tell me?? Plz let me b with u... I wanna be there for u.... please..
Me: I didn't want to force u in2 anything, I'm sry. Idk....
K: Plz... Let me be there for u! doesn't the baby need a dad?? R u keeping it?...
Me: Of course im keeping it.... Keeping him.
I got an ultrasound this week, and since im 3 months pregnant now, we found out the gender... its a boy :) Not that I cared what it turned out to be, but I'm happy to know.
K: plz let me be his dad... plz let me help, i wanna b with u Noelle... please.
Me: I dont know yet. can we talk about something else for now? plz??
K: What will u name him?...
Thats something I had started thinking about. I'm not sure yet... I only have a few names picked out right now... I can't decide for sure yet though... heres the list:
-James
-Harrison
-Everett
-Zane
-Gavin
Thats it so far. I know I'll think of more...
Me: Idk yet. I have a list... but i might not choose any of them on it..
K: (: whats the list?
Me: James, Harrison, Everett, Zane, and Gavin.. Ill think of more tho.
K: How about Graham? I like that name :)
Its surprising how he's taking this... I don't know any guy that would react like that...I may just have to break my promise to Rose.. :]
I think its getting obvious that I'm pregnant. People are starting to whisper when I walk by them in the hallway. But who cares. Only thing that does matter, is that Kameron is texting me. Here's our conversation so far:
K: Hey
Me: Hi
K: How r u doin?
Me: Fine.Y?
K: I've heard some things......
Me: Like?
K: Plz just tell me the truth.. Y don't u wanna b with me? Y did u do tht with me if u dnt wanna b with me? Noelle... R u pregnant?
I haven't replied. Should I tell him? I guess its getting obvious.... And I probably should. It would be wrong not to... but what do I say? He just texted me again..
K: Noelle please answer me....
Ugh. Here I go...
Me: Well...Yeah I am.. ....Yeah... Why wuld u care?
Well he hasn't responded yet.... I'm just sitting here waiting. What if he wants to be a part of my life? The baby's? What do I do? Should I let him? I guess I can't not let him... But.. I promised Rose...
God I hate being so emotional. I'm crying. Again. Like always. At least I have a reason this time...
K: Bcuz I care about you Noelle.... plz.. u r pregnant aren't u? Is the baby mine?
Me:...yea. it is yours..
K: Y wouldnt u tell me?? Plz let me b with u... I wanna be there for u.... please..
Me: I didn't want to force u in2 anything, I'm sry. Idk....
K: Plz... Let me be there for u! doesn't the baby need a dad?? R u keeping it?...
Me: Of course im keeping it.... Keeping him.
I got an ultrasound this week, and since im 3 months pregnant now, we found out the gender... its a boy :) Not that I cared what it turned out to be, but I'm happy to know.
K: plz let me be his dad... plz let me help, i wanna b with u Noelle... please.
Me: I dont know yet. can we talk about something else for now? plz??
K: What will u name him?...
Thats something I had started thinking about. I'm not sure yet... I only have a few names picked out right now... I can't decide for sure yet though... heres the list:
-James
-Harrison
-Everett
-Zane
-Gavin
Thats it so far. I know I'll think of more...
Me: Idk yet. I have a list... but i might not choose any of them on it..
K: (: whats the list?
Me: James, Harrison, Everett, Zane, and Gavin.. Ill think of more tho.
K: How about Graham? I like that name :)
Its surprising how he's taking this... I don't know any guy that would react like that...I may just have to break my promise to Rose.. :]
~Noelle