This Ain't a Fairytale

Kate's P.O.V

We came home, and I took Justin up to my bedroom and we sat down on the floor like we did when we were little,
and just sat there. Nothing was said, none of us moved we just stared at each other because that's all we needed to do,
when Justin and I were younger we never spoke, because we were twins we felt like we sent these messages to each other,
but sadly those messages don't work anymore, because right now all I am getting is my thoughts,
and those thoughts are - I want to see Ryan.
I looked deep in Justin's eyes I could see the pain inside of him, but I just didn't know why he would want to quit music,
he loved it so much, he loved singing in front of crowds, he loved his fans. He loved the way he got on shows and they said
"Up next we talk to Justin Bieber' and the audience would scream and cheer.
What was happening to my brother?

"Justin" I said quietly "What is wrong?",
he sighed and grabbed my hands and held them 'I want to go back" he said.
"What do you mean back?" I asked.
He sighed 'I miss the days, Ryan Chaz you and I used to play together" he explained "The days where nothing mattered"
I smiled "The days we were Kate and Justin, the twin Biebers" I said smiling,
Justin nodded "Those times, having a guys night in with Ryan and Chaz reminded me of those times" he said,
I smiled and then looked at him "Justin you don't have to give up those times" I said,
he looked quickly at me and started to smile 'I know, it's just hard" he said,
"How is it hard?" I asked.
"Mum" he said.
I nodded, I knew what he was talking about our mum has been getting drunk alot lately, and she wasn't home at the moment,
we don't know where she was, but that didn't matter to me, I don't know if it mattered to Justin though,
but still I was enjoying the peace and quiet, and the feel of safety.
"Why is mum effecting this for you?" I asked "She doesn't hate you"
Justin sighed "Kate, she is always making me do stuff" he said,
I nodded "Stuff you enjoy though" I said.
Justin didn't say anything, but he wrapped his arm around me and gave me something I didn't expect him to ever give me.
And that was a hug.

---

A week later.

Justin and I were still getting along, it felt strange but at the same time it felt really good. But everything good has something bad happening at the same time,
our mother was due home any minute now, and Justin and I were running around the house cleaning up making sure everything was perfect.
We made sure the pillows were fluffed, the floor was clean, and there was no dust anywhere.
And as soon as that was done we sat on the staircase and waited for her to stumble in.

"I wonder how drunk she is this time" muttered Justin,
I smiled and wrapped my arm around his shoulder 'She probably won't be that drunk" I said.
Justin laughed and looked at me "Have you met our mum?" he asked,
I laughed "Yes I have" I said stating the obvious, but Justin was right. How could I suspect that mum might not be drunk when she got back,
she wasn't driving herself home, I have no clue who was which means she won't have to worry about crashing.
So Justin is probably right she is going to stumble through that front door, with the smell of drunkness all over her.

"I am going to see Ryan" said Justin and went to stand up, but I quickly grabbed his pant leg and yanked him back down,
'Don't even think about leaving me alone with her" I snapped.
Justin nodded and sat back down again "I will just tell Ryan to come here" he said,
I nodded "That would be good" I said, and started to smile.
It had been a whole week since I had seen Ryan, and it was killing me, but I hadn't forgotten about him,
there was no possible way, his voice was echoing through my mind along with his smile implanted in my brain,
that's when I remembered. I still haven't written a letter back to him.

I stood up and went to go upstairs to write it, but Justin grabbed my leg and yanked me down like I did to him,
'Don't you dare leave me with her" he snapped,
I laughed and stood up and patted his head "You are supposed to be the tough one" I said and bolted up the stairs,
before he could stop me.

---

I sat at my desk pen in my mouth chewing on it, as I stared at the blank piece of paper in front of me,
I knew what to write, I just didn't have the guts to write it, and I was scared that my mum or Justin would walk in,
and speaking of my mother, I heard the front door slam, and some footsteps bolting up the stairs,
I quickly spun around from my desk and waited for my bedroom door to fly open.

And soon it did, and Justin ran in panting with air 'She is completely wasted' said Justin,
"How badly?" I asked,
Justin sighed and started to catch his breath "She just chased me around the house with a pot" he said,
I couldn't help but laugh at the thought of her chasing him around the house with a pot,
"IT'S NOT FUNNY" shouted Justin,
I laughed a little bit more and then went back to being serious "Where is she now?" I asked,
"In her room passed out" he said.
I nodded "Okay, well just be quiet" I said.
Justin nodded 'Ryan will be here in half an hour by the way" he said and left my room,
closing my door quietly behind him.

Okay Kate you have half an hour to write this next letter to Ryan, let's do this.

" Dear Ryan,

I haven't seen you for a week, and it's so hard, it's just I'm trying to help Justin keep a grip on his footing,
I don't want my twin brother to have a meltdown and go all Lohan on us.
I know he isn't capable of that, but who knows what could happen.
But not seeing you for a week, doesn't mean I have forgotten you, I will never be able to forget you,
right now I am smiling at the thought of you, the thought of you sitting right next to me,
with your head brushing against my shoulder, and I wish I could turn towards you, and kiss your cheek lightly,
and then turn away and wait for you to attach your lips to my neck and kiss it lightly.
What I'm trying to say is.
I want you and only you.
Love Kate"

I re-read the letter a few times, hoping that it didn't sound too bad, and too needy. Also I didn't want it to make it feel like
I am falling for him too hard. I am falling for him, but right now I don't know what he thinks of me,
Ryan is one of those guys that are hard to read when it comes to feelings, he always smiles, but I don't know if he is happy on the inside as well,
I guess only time will tell.

I heard Justin yelling and being loud, which could only mean one thing, Ryan was here.
And by the sound of it he had Chaz with him too, which means I could sneak Ryan away pretty easily.

I grabbed the letter and stuck it in the back pocket of my jeans, and walked downstairs,
Ryan was talking to Justin and Chaz, but I guess as soon as I was visable on the stairs, his attention was fully on me,
and nothing else. Like I was the only person on this planet.
What am I thinking? Ryan wouldn't be thinking that, he would be thinking something else, I don't know what,
probably something guy like.

I walked down the steps and hugged Chaz, "Hey Somers" I said and hugged him really tight, I snuck one arm behind my back,
as I pulled him tight with the other and looked at Ryan with a 'Are you ready' look,
he gave me the nod, as I grabbed the letter out of my pocket and quickly passed it to Ryan, and thankfully Justin or Chaz didn't notice a thing.

I pulled away from Chaz and smiled at him "Have you been working out?" I asked, and punched his arm lightly,
he laughed and rubbed his arm, like my punch hurt "No I haven't" he said and laughed awkwardly, and exchanged looks with Ryan and Justin.
I smirked at Ryan, and he smirked back.
"I'm getting a drink" I said, "Anyone else want one?".
Justin and Chaz shook their heads, and walked into the living room "Ryan?" I asked "Would you like a drink?".
Ryan looked towards the living room, and then back at me "Would I ever" he said, and followed me into the kitchen.

--

I pushed Ryan up against the fridge and kissed his lips lightly, and slid my tounge against his bottle lip,
I felt his smirk as he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him,
so my body was against his. I moved my hands up the back of his shirt and felt his warm skin,
it felt so soft, and so perfect. Did this boy have anything unperfect about him? if he did I couldn't see it.
There was nothing bad about Ryan. He was a prince.

I pulled away and grabbed his hands and smirked at him, my face was close to his the tip of our noses were touching, as
we must breathed on each others lips, making a higher temptation every second.
But every mood like this gets ruined, and we worked that out when Chaz called out "RYAN IT'S YOUR TURN ON WII BOWLING",
I pulled away from Ryan and smirked 'Quick your boys await you" I said,
Ryan looked towards the kitchen entrance and then back at me, "Just one more" he said and grabbed my arm and spun around,
so he could push me against the fridge, and attached his lips to mine.

We made out for about ten minutes and then Chaz called out again "RYAN GET HERE OR I WILL TAKE YOUR SHOT"
Ryan pulled away from me and kissed my neck lightly, and went back up to my chin bone and started biting at it,
"Tonight, meet me at the park 8pm don't be late" he whispered in my ear,
I felt his fingers unlock with mine, and his hand slowly slipped away, and the spark soon went away aswell,
and I just stood there against the fridge with nothing else to say, or think about, but how amazing his touch felt.

I grabbed a can of dr pepper out of the fridge,and took a few sips before leaving the kitchen and joined the boys in the loungeroom.
I sat down on the sofa between Chaz and Ryan,and I snuck my arm so it was wrapped around Ryan's back,
I felt his hand move back and his fingers touched mine and the lightly linked up.

---

"Thanks so much for coming guys" said Justin and hugged Ryan and Chaz goodbye,
they said it was okay, and said goodbye to me aswell, I gave Ryan a tight hug,
"See you in 20 minutes" whispered Ryan in my ear,
"I won't" I whispered back, and let him go giving him smile as walked away, and walked out the front door with Chaz.

The front door closed, and Justin took in massive deep breath and turned to me, "So now what?" he asked smiling,
I looked at him and smiled "I have a date" I said.
"With who?" asked Justin,
"It's a secret" I said and dashed up the stairs,
Justin chased behind me 'You can't keep secrets from me" yelled Justin while laughing.

I reached for my bedroom door knob and twisted it and quickly jumped inside my room and slammed the door shut.
I started to catch my breathe and then quickly locked my bedroomdoor.
I switched on all my lights and my cd player to make it look like I was just having time to myself,
and I had to think of a way to get to the park without leaving through my bedroom door.

I sighed and sat down on my bed,I wish this wasn't so complicated.I could walk out my bedroom door to have Justin question my every move,
and he would probably follow me to the park and stuff. Wait this is my brother we are talking about not some super agent, or a stalker.
I looked out my window and noticed the sun was starting to set, which means I would have to be at the park soon,
and then something caught my eye.

The rope that Ryan had used to climb out my window when I let him stay over, I could use it to climb out,
and then I could use it to help myself get back up. This was a fool proof plan,
and I knew there was nothing that could make it fail.

I climbed over to my window sill, and gripped the rope with my hands and slid down the rope,
I could feel my hands burning up from the rope burn but that didn't matter to me, because right now
my mind was just saying 'Ryan, Kate you can see Ryan'

---

Ryan's P.O.V

I was standing at the park, right next to the swings, I had my hood up to block the coldness of the night wind on my neck,
I had roses in one hand, they were for Kate. They were purple roses to be precised, because that was Kate's favourite,
tonight was the night. Tonight was the night I asked Kate to be my girlfriend.

I looked off into the darkness, and that's when I saw a figure under the street light, it was a girl,
and straight away I saw those eyes flickering,I know she was far away but to me, I could see her eyes from miles away,
I started walking towards her with the roses behind my back, and I started to pick up my pace,
as I started to run I ran faster and faster, and then I felt Kate leap into my arms,
and then her lips attached to mine quickly,and I felt the fireworks go off inside of me,
and I couldnt help it I fell down, but I made sure the roses were out of the way of my back,
and I wrapped my arms around Kate, and embraced her.

She pulled away and smiled at me, she looked so perfect in the moonlight, and this moment was perfect.
This was the moment I had to do it, I had to ask her.

"Kate Bieber?" I asked
She looked at me "Yes Ryan Butler?" she giggled,
I laughed and then went all serious, I pushed her lightly off me and started to smile,
I moved my arm around and showed her the flowers "Will you be my girlfriend?" I asked.