This Ain't a Fairytale

The sound of music blasting from downstairs, stopped bothering me after a while,
because I was actually starting to have fun, instead of sitting up in my room alone,
I was with him. I was with Ryan.
And he was actually doing something that no one else had ever done, and that was listen to me.

I was telling him about the way my mother and Justin had been treating me since Justin had been offered that record deal,
Ryan just nodded, as I told him about the times when I felt like killing myself,
and the times when I thought I didn't belong with my family, that I should be living somewhere else.

"Justin isn't like that though" said Ryan, sounding really confused about the stories I was telling about my brother,
I shook my head "He really is a terrible person" I said.
Ryan shook his head "No, no he isn't" said Ryan "He is really nice guy once you get to know him".
I rolled my eyes, I knew Ryan wouldn't understand, but seriously I thought out of all of the people,
"Ryan, I am his twin sister I know him better then you do" I said.
Ryan started to smile at me, like comforting smile, and wrapped his arm around my shoulder, and pulled my head close,
"Well Kate, I promise you that if things keep going like this" explained Ryan "I will be here for you".
I fake smiled, when deep inside I was crying, crying because he was acting like he cared,
when I knew he didn't.

That's when I felt it, Ryan grabbing my left hand, and starting to rub it softly with his thumb,
he looked into my eyes and smiled "I will always be here for you, Kate Bieber" he whispered softly,
before leaning closely to my face, I could feel his nose brushing on mine,
his breath on my face, and that's when it happened again,
our lips collided.

But this time, there was something different, I felt Ryan move his hands quickly to the back of my head,
as he pulled it closer, and he traced his tounge on my bottom lip,
I opened my mouth so his tounge could slip through, and there I was making out heavily
with my brother's best friend, like the whole 'Don't date your siblings friend' rule didn't exist,

Soon I pulled away from Ryan, and then we smiled at each other,
"Be with me" whispered Ryan,
I shook my head "I can't you are my brother's best friend" I said.
He sighed "And what's your point?" he asked,
I sighed and grabbed Ryan's hands, "Because, best friend's what is best for their best friend, and in Justin's books I'm not good enough for you"
I explained "And I never will be"

I looked down at our hands, they were connected and they fitted perfectly together,
Ryan rubbed the bottom of my chin, and lift my face up so I was looking back in his eyes,
"Trust me, you are perfect" he said and kissed my lips lightly.

I sighed "Can we just try it for a while, but not be official?" I asked.
Ryan nodded "What do you suppose we do?" he asked.
It really didn't take long for me to come up with a plan, a plan that would fool everyone,
especially Justin.

I leant over and started whispering in Ryan's ear.

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The plan was, that Ryan and I would kept talking to each other by letters, like not ones that you send in the mail,
but those ones that you slip under your bedroom door, when you are trying to talk to your siblings,
the best time to do it was when he was over, because Justin does leave Ryan alone alot,
to go answer his phone, so when that moment comes, I will just slip Ryan a note.

And when they are in my brothers room I will slip it under his door,
and Justin won't notice, because he never looks there,
Ryan and I thought this was a good plan, and it was going to work.