I Miss 'Normal'

I ate breakfast, today.

Then I ate lunch.

Then I ate dinner.

I weigh 103 now.

I think I’m starting to get better, I haven’t purged in 2 weeks, that’s good right?

Everyone is happy that I’m getting better and ‘recovering’.

I know I should be happy, but part of me still wants to skip meals and purge.

It’s hard sometimes, but I’m getting better.

I just have to take it one step, one meal at a time.