Eat.

I've never been happy with myself.

Never.

When I got a good grade on a test, I always had something in the back of my mind telling me that I didn't deserve that grade. Or that I just sucked.

I've never been in control of things.
I feel as if I'm powerless, vulnerable.
I wanted to change that.
Since life we have no control over, except for what clothes we wear.. even then we don't.
To change that, I thought of a way that would help me feel better about myself and let me have control.
Do you know what that is?

I don't eat.