I Feel Beautiful

For Ally

I have a little sister.
Her name is Allison Grace.
She is beautiful.. Her favorite thing to do is gymnastics, or maybe cadet guard. I don't know, but she doesn't think she is the best little thing ever. It's probably me. I put her down, I call her a little brat sometimes.. I am ashamed to admit this. She needs to feel beautiful. I used to be her best friend. Now I'm just Emma. Her big sister. The oldest one, the one with the temper, the one who hates everyone and everything. But I love Allison, and I want her to think she's beautiful! Because.. She is. She is one of the prettiest girls I know. I've offered to be nice to her. But she doesn't want me near her. I guess it's the fct that I scare her. But I want to be the best older sister ever! I want her to feel beautiful. But I can't. She won't let me. I love Ally, but my own little sister is afraid if me.

I am a monster.
I want her to feel beautiful.