An Unbreakable Bond

When my eyes landed on Chase, he looked horrible. He was thin, he wasn't shining like he normally does. Oh, God, what I have done?

I started playing, my eyes watering and almost immediately, the tears started pouring over. Surprisingly, my voice wasn't cracking.

"Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back.
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

This time I think, I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry."

When the next verse came up, I started singing more strongly, never taking my eyes off Chase for a moment. My life this past week has been such a living hell, filled with tears and a shattered home ... a shattered heart.

"Every single day, I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah

Sorry
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry."

When the song came to an end, the guitar fell from my hands and i fell to my knees. My eyes still remained on Chase, who eyes were filled with tears. "Chase, I am so fucking sorry. I shouldn't have done what I did," I said, my voice definitely cracking. "I miss you ... I love you. If I lost you ... I'd kill myself."

I watched Chase, who looked like he didn't know what to do. If he doesn't forgive me, I know I won't be able to forgive myself. My heart started breaking even more when he still didn't move. I looked down and began to sob, not knowing what I was going to do ... what Chase was going to do now that I was breaking down so much in front of him.

I heard footsteps coming towards me, but I didn't acknowledge them. I just fell forward, the sobs never stopping.