Enchant Me, Please

I sighed. Claud had decided that I needed to solve my problems with Oliver and left.

But I really didn't want to see Ollie.

Of course I was still mad at him for the incident and I can forget the sudden outburst against Claud, but with the more I thought about it, I slowly came to realize that the incident was partially my fault.

I bit my lip and sighed again. I was currently at the bottom of the stairs, staring at the top, hoping Oliver would come down. I groaned and tugged at my side bangs.

Damn him. Stupid Oliver.

I slowly climbed the steps and stared at Oliver's room. The door was wide opened and I couldn't see him in there. I took a few steps forward before I heard someone mumble something, followed by a sob. I walked a bit faster, finally stopping in front of the bathroom. That's where I saw Oliver. He splashed some water on his face and looked at the mirror. The first thing I noticed was his tear stained cheeks. I gasped and my hand flew to my slightly opened mouth.

"Ollie...are you crying?"

I asked.

Oliver quickly looked my way, wide eyed. We both just stood there, staring at each other in disbelief. Ollie was the one that broke the silence.

"Uh, I...no, I- I. Ugh."

He sat on the toilet and pinched the bridge of his nose. He had been crying, he just didn't want to admit it.

I took this moment to look at him. His hair was a mess, but not in its usual cute and sexy way. His skin was a bit whiter than usual. Hell! He wasn't even pale in the first place. His cheeks were still tear stained and his nose was a slight pink. This wasn't Oliver.

I looked down at my feet before sucking in a breath and sitting down in front of him. He opened his eyes and looked away.

"Ollie-"

I started.

"I'm sorry."

He quickly said, cutting me off.

I looked at him, dumbfounded.

"I'm sorry for everything. Ever since I started living here, I've been making your life a living hell."

He continued.

I opened my mouth to tell him he was wrong. That it wasn't true that he was making my life a living hell. I mean sure, we had a few ups and downs but it was never enough to ruin our family.

"I- Christopher. I'm moving out."

"What!"

My eyes went wide as I half screamed, half whispered.

"I can't keep living here when I know that I'm ruining everything for you. I'm not even sure if I can...."

He shook his head and breathed out.

"If I can stop myself from kissing you again."

I couldn't say anything. My mouth wouldn't let me. I just sat there, shocked at his words.

"I'm sorry. You have no idea how much. But I, I just can't stay here. Do you know how hard it is for me to regret what happened? But I know I should. We're brothers! I shouldn't have done that."

He yelled, yanking at his hair.

"Oliver...."

I whispered.

My eyes were starting to water up. Oliver noticed and sighed, quickly pulling me into a hug.

"Oliver, please, don't leave."

I sniffed as I hugged him back. He couldn't leave. He already missed out in our family life because of me.

"I forgive you Ollie. So please, don't leave."

I grabbed a fist full of his shirt with both hands and looked at him, pleading at him with my eyes. His jaw clenched before he grabbed my arms and pulled me away from him. He stood up quickly and left the room, but not before muttering a quiet 'sorry'.

I quickly wiped at my nose before running to my room, shutting the door close and locking it. He was leaving and I couldn't do anything about it. My big brother was leaving me us again. I threw myself on my bed and sobbed till my throat hurt. I sobbed until I couldn't sob anymore. I'm so stupid. Its all because of me.