A Start of Something New

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Back in las Vegas Nason had became really stressed. He had mixed emotions about everything. Olivia didn't want to come home with him. He tried hiding the fact that it had really hurt him. He saw the scene in the airport was her choosing Ronnie over him. That she was being torn away from him by Ronnie.

Not that Nason and his younger cousin had much of a relationship to began with. Even though he would try his best to build one. She was always kept to herself. Somehow he still felt this closness with her. As if she needed to be protected and it was Nason's duty to do so. Almost as if Olivia was his daughter. Sometimes even more than that. Much more....

He would never admit this. Nason sometimes felt he loved his cousin in a non-platonic way. He'd try to push those feelings away because he knew it was wrong to not just love his cousin but to be in love.

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Lol I know I'm so gonna lose some subscribers over this chapter. But I don't care it's my story! >:} I. Do. What. I. Want!! Muahaha

This chapter is really short and originally it was to be the middle of the next chapter (kinda like I did with the early chapters changing setting alot) then I realized it would seem right so thats why I'm posting this now.

The next chapter is going to be REALLY long I'm warning you. It will probably be up in a about 2 weeks. I want to take my time with it. Latly things been a little rough with my mom and me so I hardly have anytime on the Internet like 1hour some time hour and a half. I've Been rushing trying to update this that I don't have anytime for myself. One time I actually had 3hours and I used it all for writing. I deprived myself of music for 4days because of it! I know you guys can relate that music =life! Yesterday I got to listen to music and I thought for awhile. I decided I need sometime for my music so I can keep the little bit of sanity I have left. Oh btw I'm computerless still and my old ass iPod won't let me listen to music and go on the Internet at the same time so yupp

see ya guys in about 2 weeks! Possibly sooner who knows? I don't !

<3DaijaDisaster, the moment all your wishes come true is when your dreams are destroyed