Spinning Insanity

I know that this is said a lot but...

I REALLY do not want (or need really) to go to school tomorrow.

For one because they will all be talking about what a fun time they all had yesterday (without me)

And I really truly hate school

It's not just that silly hatred i really do hate school.

If there was less homework I may like it better but still...

My teachers suck at teaching and no one likes me there.

If I could I would drop out but nooo the parents would never allow it.

I find the dramatic irony funny; the fact that my parents think I'm going to college.

The fact they don't know I'm running away....it's amusing.

I like secrets.

Not when they're kept from me though.

I like safe secrets where they won't effect anyone but me.

Like me not going to college or gauging my ears or that when I get a boyfriend I'm not gonna tell my family.

Its the only thing I have control over.

Whether my secrets get told or not.

I like keeping them from people i know

So I tell you instead.

Almost so I can keep track.

Your like my diary except I don't hide you under my bed, I just simply erase the history and logout.