Spinning Insanity

I have had many different groups of friends.

The longest friendship i have had lasted from as long as i can remember to 1st grade.

I asked them to come to my birthday party.

It was the first birthday where i could invite my friends.

They told me "You and the rest of your party go, because we aren't".

Those 2 girls were my party....

They were never really nice though.

I remember them always whispering to eachother and looking at me.

I don't think they were really saying anything half the time, they were just doing it to make me mad.

I had random friends in 2nd grade but we never hung out. We only talked durring school.

In 3rd grade i met my 2 best friends.
Erin and Andrew.

I love them!

Andrew moved.

In 4th grade i was still friends with Erin and i made a new friend; Ryan.

I moved away.

We emailed for a while but long distance was hard for 4th graders.

That was the only friendship that was ended where neither end wanted to end it.

I miss them...

I found them on Facebook and we're talking again.

but we are very different now...

In 5th grade i made a friend.

We fell out in 6th grade. She would make up lies about me. And randomly said we couldn't be friends.

In 7th grade i was friends with a group of 5 girls we were only friends for half the year.

They too randomly ended it.

The 2nd half of 7th grade and all of 8th grade I was friends with my 5th grade friend and about 6 others.

That also randomly ended the begining of this year.

Now I am currently friends with the friends i have now.

I'm trying my hardest to hold on to them.

They are the best so far.

They are the most like me.

They don't judge anyone.

we are very diverse in age,
but thats partly because we are all so understanding and we don't care about differences.

One of my friends is Gay,

Ones Mexican,

Ones a cutter,

Ones a college student,

Ones really religious,
ones not.

Them and the others are a mix of all sorts of things that make them awesome to me

but weird to the rest of the world.