Spinning Insanity

The song Misery business always will remind me of the summer sleepovers at my 7th grade best friends house.

I kinda miss those days.

We're casual friends.

I feel bad

I feel like a friend whore for saying this but...

I want to have those summer sleepovers with her again,

Even though I can't stand her.

I feel bad because I only want them because I want to feel like that again.

She adored me

She needed me

She wanted me as her bff for some reason.

But we just grew apart.

I don't want to be friends with her but

I love her house and her mom and well...

I want to feel needed again.