Status: It is what it is
Spinning Insanity
Your Dreams Are More Than Worth Defending
Sometimes I just wanna throw this story in their faces.
Especially when they hurt me.
Today my mom and I were watching the Ellen and Greys Anatomy
They were both talking about gays.
Does my mom know I can see her face when she wrinkles her nose in disgust.
I may not be gay but one of my best friends is.
My friends and I have a plan for the summer where every weekend we have a bonfire/movie night.
They are ALL coming over with all of my other friends I don't care what she says.
I can't wait to see how she reacts when we tease my friend Doug about how cute him and his boyfriend are together.
I don't think she likes any of my friends very much.
She immediately judged them.
I don't think she can stand people thinking bad of her or her family.
I honestly don't care what people say about how I look.
She is such a fucking bitch.
She talks about my brother and sister and sometimes other fmily members a lot.
She says horrible things.
She makes fun of them.
She makes fun and puts down their dreams
And she wonders why I don't tell her anything
She'll just talk about me behind my back.
One time I heard her talking about me.
I don't remember what she said but I got pissed.
She denied it ever happening when I yelled at her.
I can't wait till this summer when I can really piss her off with my "goth" friends and "those gays"
I want her to see that shes slowly losing control.
I want her to see that she cant control me.
She may be trying to get me to not be what people want me to be by telling me that
But really she is doing it to me
She's trying to make me what she wants
But I'm standing my ground.
I'm going for my dreams
And she can't stop me
In the words of the great Weezer <3
I'mma do the things that I wanna do
I ain't got a thing to prove to you
I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if I make a scene
I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like
I'm fine and dandy with the me inside
One look in the mirror and I'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot about what you think
Especially when they hurt me.
Today my mom and I were watching the Ellen and Greys Anatomy
They were both talking about gays.
Does my mom know I can see her face when she wrinkles her nose in disgust.
I may not be gay but one of my best friends is.
My friends and I have a plan for the summer where every weekend we have a bonfire/movie night.
They are ALL coming over with all of my other friends I don't care what she says.
I can't wait to see how she reacts when we tease my friend Doug about how cute him and his boyfriend are together.
I don't think she likes any of my friends very much.
She immediately judged them.
I don't think she can stand people thinking bad of her or her family.
I honestly don't care what people say about how I look.
She is such a fucking bitch.
She talks about my brother and sister and sometimes other fmily members a lot.
She says horrible things.
She makes fun of them.
She makes fun and puts down their dreams
And she wonders why I don't tell her anything
She'll just talk about me behind my back.
One time I heard her talking about me.
I don't remember what she said but I got pissed.
She denied it ever happening when I yelled at her.
I can't wait till this summer when I can really piss her off with my "goth" friends and "those gays"
I want her to see that shes slowly losing control.
I want her to see that she cant control me.
She may be trying to get me to not be what people want me to be by telling me that
But really she is doing it to me
She's trying to make me what she wants
But I'm standing my ground.
I'm going for my dreams
And she can't stop me
In the words of the great Weezer <3
I'mma do the things that I wanna do
I ain't got a thing to prove to you
I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if I make a scene
I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like
I'm fine and dandy with the me inside
One look in the mirror and I'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot about what you think
♠ ♠ ♠
Fuck her I don't need her to be happy like she likes to think I do.