Spinning Insanity

I found this on tumblr and it basically explains almost everything.

Have you ever felt like complete shit?

Like everyone hates you, even the people who say they don't?

Have you ever wanted to die because you felt so alone?

Have you ever told someone everything and then regretted it because they probably think you're stupid?

I'm so confused and sad and upset and happy, all at the same time.

And to be honest, it's overwhelming.

I don't know what to do anymore and I don't know who to trust.

I don't know why I bother with people who don't give a fuck, but I know that all I want is for someone to care.

That's all I want.

And I feel like I had that, but I fucked it all up and now I have nothing; no one.

I feel pathetic.

I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this much, because I never have before

but it's weird... I can't stop this.

It's not a small phase I'm going through, it's not being triggered... It just happens, and it doesn't stop.

I just wish everything could make sense for once.