Status: It is what it is
Spinning Insanity
You And I Will Never Be The Same
It's amazing how fast things can happen
It's amazing how fast your feelings for someone can change
Tonight most of my friends and I hung out all day
But at 8:30 Holly got a call that her friend and someone I've hung out with a couple times was admitted to the hospital on a drug overdose
She isn't the type of girl you think would do that stuff
But she has horrible anxiety and stress and she made the wrong choice to turn to drugs
I think she's okay but it's not technically my business since she's Hollys friend and not mine
Holly didnt want to talk about it I'm okay with that
We all sat in another room while she talked to one of our friends whose house we were at
Somehow during their conversation the topic of one of our very close friends came up
I had to leave so I went in to say goodbye but talked until my mom got there
Our friend can be mean sometimes but the three of us were talking and with all of our experiences we figured out she talks badly about all of us very often.
I normally wouldn't be too offened by this but she isn't talking about things we do or our personalities
Holly and our other friend told me that when they first met me she said she didn't want to be friends with me because she didn't like my face....
Holly didn't want me to know that because she knew it would tear me apart but she couldn't hold it anymore since I was so blind to how mean our "friend" is.
She hadn't even said one word to me yet she could so easily judge me.
We became friends because of MCR
The message of MCR is to except each other and not to judge and to believe in yourself because your not alone
She followed 1 out of those 3
Holly and I compared experiences with each other and figured out she is mean to everyone like that
She judges everyone
It just hurt because I've never heard her do it to me....
My face is my biggest insecurity
I'd just started to think I wasn't that bad looking
This took that away from me and now I'm back at the bottom again....
It's amazing how fast your feelings for someone can change
Tonight most of my friends and I hung out all day
But at 8:30 Holly got a call that her friend and someone I've hung out with a couple times was admitted to the hospital on a drug overdose
She isn't the type of girl you think would do that stuff
But she has horrible anxiety and stress and she made the wrong choice to turn to drugs
I think she's okay but it's not technically my business since she's Hollys friend and not mine
Holly didnt want to talk about it I'm okay with that
We all sat in another room while she talked to one of our friends whose house we were at
Somehow during their conversation the topic of one of our very close friends came up
I had to leave so I went in to say goodbye but talked until my mom got there
Our friend can be mean sometimes but the three of us were talking and with all of our experiences we figured out she talks badly about all of us very often.
I normally wouldn't be too offened by this but she isn't talking about things we do or our personalities
Holly and our other friend told me that when they first met me she said she didn't want to be friends with me because she didn't like my face....
Holly didn't want me to know that because she knew it would tear me apart but she couldn't hold it anymore since I was so blind to how mean our "friend" is.
She hadn't even said one word to me yet she could so easily judge me.
We became friends because of MCR
The message of MCR is to except each other and not to judge and to believe in yourself because your not alone
She followed 1 out of those 3
Holly and I compared experiences with each other and figured out she is mean to everyone like that
She judges everyone
It just hurt because I've never heard her do it to me....
My face is my biggest insecurity
I'd just started to think I wasn't that bad looking
This took that away from me and now I'm back at the bottom again....
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I don't know if I can room with her in Florida after figuring this out....How could I be so blind not to think she wasn't doing the same thing she does to everyone else to us.