Status: It is what it is

Spinning Insanity

Summertime

Winter makes me depressed more than normal

Today it's almost 55 degrees farenhight

Compared to the negatives we've had lately this is amazing!

I think I'm gonna go sit outside for a while

I think I'm gonna pretend every things fine for a while

I think I'm gonna go to the lock-in fundraiser tonight and just give in

I think I'm just gonna be whatever I feel like to her

Which will probably be me pretending she's done nothing wrong

But part of me is thinking that I won't let that happen

It starts at 10pm they feed us and all we do is play music for 8 hours straight

They will have every instrument and someone to help us with each one

It ends at like 6:30 and they give us breakfast

I really hope we can play outside

I really wanna feel the warm wind on my skin

Its just a taste at what's to come but it's good enough for me

I have many count downs

There are 14 days till my birthday

35 days till Florida

58 days till the MCR concert

About 112 days till school let's out

Summertime is almost here
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