Spinning Insanity

Your Life Shouldnt Feel Like A Secret

One person shouldn't have to hold such big secrets

But I would be opening Pandora's box if I said anything

Some people feel like their lives are purposeless and they don't know why they exist

But I feel like I have a purpose but I don't know why

Maybe that's why I feel I have a purpose;

The knowledge of not knowing why makes me curious

But I don't want to be disappointed when I'm 70 and my life was nothing

But what if I discover the cure for cancer?

What if I make a difference?

What if I do something amazing?

What if I don't?

My life shouldn't be so cloudy

I feel like I should have some idea of my future

But right now I can't see my life past 19

I'm scared

I just want someone to pick me up and show my feet how to work

To show them where to go and which path to take

But the human race is disappointing