Spinning Insanity

I wasnt hungry

I had to force the food down

Im fucking done!

they asked for me to eat next to them.

I didnt answer

I was crying into my plate

Because she thinks its all peachy

She asked if I was still going to the MCR concert with dad

Well of course im not pissed at him
but he feels the same about your hair she smirked at me thinking she'd caught me

(yeah well he did not say that im the reason his life sucks.)
I walked back to my room

The music cant get loud enough

I cant think about her without crying

She asked why I was crying over my hair

(im not!)

I might die my hair anyways

Or gauge my ears

Or just wear black all the time.

Im gonna do something...

Something that makes her wish she would have just let me dye my hair blue