Spinning Insanity

Wow...

Just great.

To add to this horrible day my friends had a party

My friend was supposed to drive me but ended up not being able to

She lied.

She went.

I saw the pictures of them having fun without me.

If she would have picked me up I wouldn't have had the argument with my mother

I wouldn't have cut.

Now I know I can't trust fucking anybody.

Now I have no one.

I mean sure I'll still hang out with them.

But I always feel like the third wheel.

This is just fucking great.

Now what do I do.....

I've lost everything.